Heavenly twin chaos

chapter 26

"WHAT", roared everybody.

I couldn't move. I felt utterly numb. I'm justified because I am wanted as a mate by a demon. That's just sickening and........ frightening.

My chest began to feel tight and constricted. My vision was becoming blurry.

I can't breathe.

I looked around the room and no one was paying attention to me. Shit. I tried to call out but my throat was dry. My knees became weak and I fell to the ground. I began coughing which sounded like a hyenas cackle.

"River". Oh now the choose to notice! I felt arms around me but they felt like they were burning me so I jerked away. I then felt other hands go around me and under my shirt. They felt nice and cool. I leaned back into the person holding me. I heard a ferocious growl, " get your hands off her". I looked up and saw that Tyler was holding me and Luka being held back by the others. I began to drift into a sleep by Tylers chooing that was very calming.

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I woke up feeling sick. I was in my room and Tyler was next to me. What th-

"You passed out princess. You hyperventilated ....I think". Aagg I feel like crap. Then thoughts of Stephen came to my head and I felt worse. I got up and went to take a shower.

As I stood under the shower I felt so calm. Oh dear God what has happened to my life? I began to silently cry but quickly stopped as it was not the time. I need to burn some energy. I quickly got out the shower and changed into workout clothes. I tied up my hair and walked out.

"Woah princess where are you going". I forgot he was here. "To get a workout, I need to blow off some steam

A lot of steam". I walked out passed everyone who gave me pitty looks.

I don't want their pitty.

I was getting angry and stormed into the gym to the angel section where everything was extra hard for our training. I went to the punching bag and went mad on it. All of my stored rage and other overwhelming feelings were coming out.

As I punched and kicked I felt it all leaving my body. This went on for I dont know how long and I collapsed onto the floor heaving.

Im tired. Tired of this responsibility, tired of all of this shit. I feel weak. Weak in the eyes of the other angels. They looked at me with pitty in their eyes. I just need.....

I just need my dad.

"Riri", I looked up to find my dad looking at me with worry. "I believe you called me". I ran into his arms and clutched on him for dear life. I sobbed while he said soothing words to me.

"Sssshhh it's ok my angel. It's ok. I'm here to help you". After a while my tears dried up and I untangled myself from my dad. I looked at him to find him looking at me with a hint of humor. "What?" I managed to croak out.

He chuckled. "You just remind me of your mother. Sweet but very fiesty and short tempered". I laughed at this. My laughter died out when reality hit me.

"Daddy I cant-"

"No River. You can because I'm here for you. You can't keep breaking down like this love. You have to be strong for all of us. You are chosen for a reason. A reason only you and God Know. So stop doubting yourself soo much. Your fellow angels need you just as much as you need them".

He was right . Something else was bothering me. "Dad how come it was Tyler who managed to cool my burning skin and not Luka my mate?" He began to look uncomfortable. After a while he began to speak.

"Honestly I have no idea". Lie, I could tell when he lies to me. "I can't tell you yet only when I'm sure but what I know is that something is not right with your bond with Luka".

What he said didn't really surprise me as I have thought about it before. Something is off because my mark started to fade and according to others a mark is permanent. Luka has become more protective of me. Not in a boyfriend claiming his girlfriend kind of way but more like someone protecting a prized possession.

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