eijiro kirishima [𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙫𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙨]

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EIJIRO KIRISHIMA X INSECURE! READER: CHERRY VEINS (DRABBLE)

WARNINGS: ANGST, BLOOD, SELF HARM, MENTAL ILLNESS IMPLIED

DISCLAIMER: ROMANTICIZING OF MENTAL ILLNESS/INSECURITY IS NOT INTENDED. I WANTED TO MAKE SOMETHING TO EXPRESS MY DECLINING MENTAL HEALTH STATE AT THE MOMENT, BECAUSE I KNOW MANY OF YOU ARE GOING THROUGH THE SAME, AND NEED SOMEONE YOU LOVE TO REMIND YOU THAT YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL.


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A severed vein.

Her severed vein.

Thin liquid dripping down her wrist, looking pitch black in the colorless world. The toxicity and darkness of the unlighted color jolted her innocent mind into a grey storm of thoughts. She closed her eyes, trying to leave the cruel world for some time, just for some time, to merely exist as a being without feelings and without a body...

"[NAME]!" A loud, masculine voice bounced off the walls. The girl gasped as her (e/c) eyes opened, and she was snapped out of her nightmare like trance. She sat on the floor of her bathroom, the sticky liquid now dripping everywhere.

"[NAME], DAMMIT! OPEN THE DOOR!" He yelled, banging on the door with force.

Her best friend, who was also colorless in her eyes.

Everything was, nowadays, except herself. Herself and the body she despised and hated, the body she wanted to claw up and cut up until it was perfect in every way.

"[Name]- Shit!" The male cursed as he broke down the door. He stared at his (h/c) haired friend, who had been trying to clean up the mess. Silvery tears were starting to form in the edges of her previously emotionless face at the thought of being seen committing such an embarrassing, disgusting act.

"Fuck [Name]... You're beautiful... You're perfect... Please don't hate yourself, don't hurt yourself, because you're beautiful and your existence is beautiful, and it hurts when you don't think so." He broke down and fell to his knees, pulling the wounded girl into his chest, holding her tightly.

Safe from the world,

safe from the expectations,

safe from her mind.

"I love you so fucking much..."

And as she widened her eyes, oceans of emotions blended and held together with a tearful (e/c), she felt the warmth in his chest and his beating heart. His skin became brighter, and his hair was crimson.

The world wasn't colorless anymore.

her veins and blood exploded into various hues of a cherry red.

"JUST LIKE HIS EYES."

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