IZUKU MIDORIYA X INSECURE! CHUBBY! READER: ANGEL
WARNINGS: ANGST, BODY DYSMORPHIAÂ
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In a dimly lit bedroom stood [Name] [L. Name], staring at herself in a full-body mirror with complete and utter disgust. The [h/c] haired girl was usually confident, bright, and smart. The lifelong friends she had made at UA constantly talked about how she was a ray of sunshine, making everyone around her happier, especially in her relationship.Â
She had been happily dating Izuku for a while, and with him, every day felt like true happiness. However, today felt different.Â
Due to a couple insults from Bakugo, [Name] suddenly became conscious of her figure. While Ochaco had said to ignore it, his words couldn't help but echo in his mind.
Rain poured on the window outside, the sky turning grey and ugly. The weather reflected [Name]'s emotions in an almost mocking way, as she frustratingly pinched and prodded at the specific features of her body which she thought were disgusting.
"[Name]?" A soft call came from the living room. Izuku was home. The [h/c] haired girl heard him set his bag down, and quickly rushed to put on a baggy hoodie, trying to cover up her insecurities.
"[Name]!" Izuku lovingly said. Upon seeing her, his expression instantly brightened. The boy adored coming home to see her on her days off from her own hero work, especially since being the number one pro hero was tough on him.Â
"Izuku." [Name] let out a weak smile. As the green-haired boy went in for a hug, [Name] subtly stepped aside, pretending not to see, and walked to the living area, asking him about what she did today.
Midoriya cocked his head in question at the avoidance, but didn't push her- maybe [Name] just wasn't in a touchy mood today, although that had never really happened before. In Midoriya and [Name]'s 7 months of dating, she was always affectionate with him.
"Today was a long day!" Midoriya said, going straight to the freezer and getting [f/f] ice cream. "Do you want some, [Name]?"
[Name] looked from the ice cream to Midoriya's bright, green eyes. A small pain grew in her chest. She longed for her boyfriend, but was deathly afraid that if he touched her, he'd notice how her body wasn't the ideal type and leave her for someone prettier and thinner.Â
"[Name]?" Izuku asked, setting down the ice cream. He slowly walked over to her, taking her [s/c] hands in his own. "Are you okay? You can always talk to me. You know I love you."
The feeling of Izuku's hands in [Name]'s sent her mind in a spiral, and suddenly, she was hyper-aware of her body. She was conscious of every curve, every place which had a little bit of extra fat, every feature that was far from perfect. Her head hurt, her eyes teared up.
It was all too much.
The girl broke down, yanking her hands away from her boyfriend's and desperately trying to muffle her sobs with a hand over her mouth. She quickly turned away from her boyfriend and walked back to her bedroom, not wanting Izuku to see her like this.
"[Name]!" Izuku said, eyes wide with worry. He quickly followed her down the hallway, only to see that she had shut and locked her door.
"[Name], let me in..." Izuku said, knocking on the door. "What's wrong? Please talk to me?"
"How?" A muffled voice said from the other side.
"How what?" Izuku cocked his head.
"You said that you loved me. How?"
"What do you mean, how? I love you because you're you, [Name]!" Izuku said helplessly, his heart aching at the thought of [Name]'s emotions.Â
"How could you love someone like me?"
Izuku's heart sank at these words, and he suddenly understood why [Name] was so upset.
A lump of sadness and anger was lodged in his throat the thought of how anyone could make [Name] think that she was any less than perfect. He made a mental note to find out who had made the love of his life feel like this afterwards.
The green-haired boy kicked the door down and found himself face to face with [Name]'s wide eyes, tears spilling out of her [e/c] pools. Izuku rushed to her and sat beside her on the bed, quickly wiping her tears away with his scarred hands.
"[Name]. Please don't cry. I love you so much. Every single part of you. You're so beautiful." He whispered, tears threatening to pool in his own emerald eyes.
"I'm not beautiful. I'm ugly. And fat." [Name] flinched at the harshness of her own words as she turned away from her boyfriend once more, avoiding eye contact, and avoiding his touch and embrace, no matter how desperately she wanted to dive into his warm arms.Â
Izuku gently cupped the side of her face.
"You're not ugly. You're not fat. You're perfect just the way you are, [Name]. You're the most beautiful girl I've ever laid my eyes on. You make me so happy. Please, [Name]." He whispered, and leaned in to kiss her lips gently.
As a couple more tears flowed out of [Name]'s eyes, her heart warmed slightly. Izuku pressed butterfly kisses along her neck, collarbone and down the rest of her body, while whispering sugary sweet endearments to her, making sure she knew that she was nothing less than perfect in his eyes.
âLOVE YOURSELF. YOU'RE PERFECT. YOU'RE MY ANGEL AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.âž
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@softbiscuit omfg i'm so sorry this was so late and sorry if this isn't exactly exactly what you wanted! i hope you like it and again im sorry it was uploaded so late : (Â
