Regretment but in a good way.

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CLAKRE'S POV:
Muscle arms...dirt but a sexy smell. Oh shit, I think with my eyes still closed. I slept with someone but I didn't know who. 3..2..1..Open! SHIT BELLAMY?!!! How how how? I don't even love him! I mean he is attractive and strong and fearless and selfless..slow down Clarke!

He was still asleep and neither of us had clothes on. We must have done it. To be honest we were both very drunk. I looked at my dads smashed watch and looked at the hands. It read 2:30. It must have stopped last night. It was on its last legs to be fair, so I didn't mind. I looked at Bellamy's old alarm clock and it read 8:30. I decided to get out of bed; quietly so he couldn't hear me. He looked like a heavy sleeper to be honest. He looked at peace with himself in his sleep. The side of his face was gently touching the pillow and the blanket covered half his body, all the way up to his abs. I could see why girls wanted to sleep with him every night but then again, I could see why he didn't want to sleep with them. He was bad and annoying but he had such a caring and selfless side to him. Bellamy Blake just wanted to protect Octavia all his life but he knew that one day that would come to an end.

Maybe everything would come to an end one day. Who knows, I might actually be falling for Bellamy Blake! Ha! Insane.

I had to forgot about this one way or another. I think Bellamy would want too as well. He might not even remember it. I carried on with my daily routine as usual and hope that Bellamy didn't lock eyes with me...

I strolled our of sector 3 and saw Finn walking up to me. He said "Hey sexy. Tell me you love me." He started to touch my ass. "Get off now Finn! Please." I said in a demanding tone. He didn't stop and instead pinned me against the wall where I hoped someone would see me and rescue me. "Tell me you love me and I will let you go. Otherwise you get it." He said dangerously. "Let go Finn!" I screamed. He slipped a pocket knife out of his pocket and started to cut both my wrists one-by-one whilst pinning me down on the floor. "GET OFF HER DUDE!!" Bellamy came and tore Finn off of me. My wrists was bleeding from it and I was in agony. After Bellamy told Finn to clear off with a few punches he ran up to me and cradled me on the ground. I burst into tears not necessarily from the pain but just because I needed to cry. I didn't want anybody else there, just Bellamy. Bellamy Blake. "Thank you...Bellamy." I managed to say in-between my sobs. I felt his head nod as if to say You're welcome.

After a few minutes he let go of me and took me to medical where Jackson bandaged me up. My mum was asleep from all her work so she didn't know anything about it which was good. I wanted it to stay that way until my wrists were healed.

1 WEEK LATER:
BELLAMY'S POV:
I watched Clarke moving some rubble off of the ark to another pile. I hoped she was alright after the Finn incident. Every time she lifted a rock her arm muscle because more defined. She was so toned and sexy. I thought for a long time that she was pretty; her personality too. We got along pretty well actually. I seem to remember sleeping with this random chick after the party last Wednesday but couldn't remember for the life of me who it was?! I didn't really care because they were probably just using me. I wanted to kiss her so bad but I knew that she wouldn't want to kiss me. I tried to forget about it and move on...

A couple of hours later, evening time:

The sun was beginning to set and I knew who the only person watching it would be; Clarke. She usually stood on the south-side of the Ark where no-one could see her apart from me, because I knew she was there. I wandered over to the behind of Clarke just watching her in peace. She was so stressed with Arkadia and The Alliance she needed calming down. I didn't think Lexa helped with that either as from what I've heard from Clarke, she wasn't the relaxed type.

The sun reflected on to Clarke's beautifully blonde hair and the amber in the sky clashed her skin tone perfectly. She was perfect. At this moment, Clarke and life was perfect. I think I might be falling for Clarke Griffin in such a short amount of time.

I creeped up behind her but a twig snapped on the bottom of my foot and she knew I was there, but she didn't turn around. She simply said "Hi Bellamy."
"Hiya Clarke, how are you." I asked. "I've felt better to be honest. My stomach is a bit bloated because I ate too much rabbit but oh well. 😂" She said. "Fair enough, I..um I want to do something but before I do I need to tell you something." I was inches away from her face and you could physically see her heart beating fast. "Calm down Clarke. Everything will work out. For you and everyone." And with that I leaned in and kissed her. She didn't pull away and instead gently placed her tiny hands on the side of my cheek. The kiss was full of passion and we explored each other's mouths. The kiss lasted for about 30 seconds but it felt like a lifetime.

After we stopped, the sun said goodbye to the world for the night. "Wow Bellamy, I didn't know you actually liked me?!" She said surprised like no-one had every loved her before. "You are amazing Clarke. I don't care what people think. I don't care what Finn thinks of you with someone else. I want to protect you just like I did with Octavia." She stood there happy with a slight smile. I suddenly noticed that her dads watch wasn't on her wrist. I got worried because I knew how much it meant to her. "Where is you watch Clarke ?! Did Finn take it? I swear to god if he." "He didn't take it Bell, I took it off because it stopped working." She said. "It was your Fathers present to you before he got floated wasn't it?" I asked her. "Yeah um..he told me to 'tell time when no-one else could'." She said. It was beautiful what her father told her. "It is my only present and object to remember him by. Did your mum give you anything to remember her by?" She asked. I hesitated for a second but eventually said "Yeah...um...Octavia." She gave me the cutest smile ever and tears started to well up in her eyes. We didn't say anything after that.

I put my arm around her shoulder and watched the night sky that surrounded our love...



Hope you guys enjoyed that chapter. I certainly did when writing it. Read my new series called 'The 100 one shots'. See you guys soon XOXO Annie.

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