More than bestfriend

Chapter 3

I woke up to my phone alarm ringing on my bedside table. I took it and shut it off. Afraid that New would wake up from the noise. He was still sleeping soundly beside me.

I stared at him while he was sleeping. He looks like a baby. No, like an angel to be exact. I continued watching him sleep because this is the only time where i could watch him without him catching me staring at him.  He looks so peaceful and delicate. He's the only person I know who could look so beautiful while sleeping. Even with his mouth slightly open, he still looks like a sleeping beauty. Im not even exaggerating. I said this because i used to be roomates with Off and i tell you, his morning face could make a bird depressed by just looking at it.

I was fighting for self control to not touch his soft cheeks or his pink lips. Oh those lips, what would it feels like kissing my bestfriend? I know it's wrong to feel like this but i can't help it. I cant wait for our new series together and it involves kissing scene.

When i heard that we're gonna act together as a couple in a series, i was beyond ecstatic but i didn't show it to anybody. I act like i was troubled to do an intimate scene with Hin but the truth is, i cant wait for it. Hin was somehow very calm and as usual, cheerful. He agreed to it like it was normal to kiss your bestfriend. I knew he kissed Earth in the past for their series together but him and Earth weren't that close and Earth even said sorry to me in private because he had to do the kissing scene with New. I haven't told him anything about my feelings so I don't know why is he feeling guilty over me. Maybe he could feel my anger radiates on him when i heard that they're gonna do a kissing scene together.

While Hin was acting very calm over our series, i was in fact, overthinking stuffs

Wont things change between us after we kiss?

Wouldn't things be awkward?

Would he feel something towards me too?

I always overthink while New, well hes just New. A happy go lucky New. He's so carefree that i feel calm whenever i look at him. Its like all my burden and worries is taken away. He gave me the vibes of a cute happy child and i think thats why my shoulder feels so light when im with him.

I didn't realize that i was still staring at him when he open his eyes. I was mesmerized.

"Did i drool? Why are you staring at me?" He asked with a confused look on his face.

I was startled. My brain was racking an answer to cover my actions up. I could never admit that he looks cute while hes sleeping.

"You look like a shrek when you sleep. I was trying not to laugh at you" i said casually with a smirk on my face. My heart was actually racing. Thats the only excuse that i can come up with.

"Ai tayyyyy" he whined while smacking me on the chest with his soft palm

"Why are you so mean to me. I just woke up" he complained

I just chuckled at his childish behaviour. I love teasing him because i love the reaction that i would get from him.

He just grumbled and continued wrapping his body inside the thick blankets like a cocoon.

"Get up now Hin. We have to shoot for School Ranger today remember?"

He whined even louder this time. He got up and rubbed both his eyes with his hand. He then looks at me and said

"Tay i want a piggyback to the bathroom"
Both his arms were stretched to my directions, waiting for me to lend my back to him.

I need to stop spoiling this boy. He's acting like a young master now.

"No way, i have to prepare for our breakfast" i said in annoyance while folding our blankets.

'Stingy' he grumbled and went to the bathroom lazily. I just clicked my tounge at him. On the outside, i may look like im annoyed but little did he know that everytime he whines at me, pleading me to do this and that for him, acting needy and clingy with me, my heart was doing a leap because he choose to do all that with me.

He would be the death of me one day

I didn't realise that i was taking too much time folding our blankets because i was deep in my own thoughts untill i heard New came out of the bathroom.

"You're still folding blankets Tay?" He said with a hint of amusement. I just ignored him.

"This is why you're thanos. Your finger is getting fat, thats why you're getting slow in folding blankets" he was laughing when he said this.

I took the pillow that ive arranged nicely on the bed just now and threw it on his direction.

"You're making your own breakfast today"

He pulled his tounge out, not feeling threatened by my threats as i went out of of the bedroom to prepare breakfast.

He knows it too well that im still gonna make him his breakfast regardless of how annoying he is in the morning.

FLASHBACK

Im confused. Im scared of my own feelings. I don't want to feel this way towards him but why does it feel so right? I dont even know when do i start developing feelings for him. How did i fell for him? I dont know. What should i do? I dont know. My mind is blank and i can't talk to anybody about this.

The introverted boy that i met 1 year ago, the boy that i made sure to never talk to again in the future, has become the constant thoughts of my mind. It all started when i became the host of 5live show and he was one of the host as well. I started talking to him and realized that he wasn't actually arrogant. He was actually a very sincere and blunt person. He's just bad in socialising.

I didn't know how did it come to this. I mean me having feelings for him. I realised that I've been thinking about him a lot these past few days. I wanna know whats on his mind. I wanna know the type of person that he would like to date. I wanna know his plans for the future. I wanna know everything.

Damn, that's scares me

He's been calling me sometimes for the past few nights and this is making me even more confused with my feelings.

Do friends call each other this frequently?

Im confused because eventhough i feel like i like him, i still wanna tease him, i enjoyed bickering over small stuffs with him, i still wanna call him chubby and look at his annoyed expression afterwards. Is that how you feel when you like someone? To be honest, I've never really like anyone so deeply or seriously in my life before. The love from my mom is enough to compensate the love that i should receive from my supposed to be lover. I've never really had someone so close before or friends that calls me every now and then just to talk to about their days. I guess my close friendship with Newwie stirred up the emotions that I've never experienced before.

Maybe this is what close friends do to each other and im just not used to it.

Yes that's right. You're just confused Tay.

This weird feelings will go away soon. Im sure of it.

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Sorry if this is bad. This came out in a rush. I promise i will be better in the next chap hehe sorry