A loud knocking noise woke me from my sleep. I sat up and glanced at my clock, it was 10am
I sighed and walked to my door in my black PMA sweatpants I had recently bought and a white T-shirt. I put my hair up in a crazy bun before opening the door to see a camera in my face and Sean's goofy smile behind it.
"Seannnnn." I grumbled and closed the door in his face.
"Awww lemme in!" I heard his muffled voice say.
"Fine! But you woke me up." I pouted and opened the door again, "why are you filming me?"
"I'm makin a vlog!"
"Great, everyone's gonna think I'm crazy." I gestured to my outfit, "actually never mind everyone knows I'm crazy already. You may proceed!"
I walked to my bathroom to wash my face, brush my hair and my teeth. I could heard Sean talking to the camera in my living room. I put on a hoodie and some black jeans before walking back to the living room.
I did a little spin for the camera.
"Do I look less dead inside now?" I smiled.
"You look great!" He gave me a quick peck on the lips, "wait a minute is that mine?" He pointed to my hoodie.
"Maybe..." I smiled innocently at him and he laughed.
It had been a few days since it got out that we were dating and for the most part people were pretty chill about it. Other than the fact that some people thought I was a whore.
But you know what?
Fuck 'em all they don't know me.
"What are we doin' today?" I asked Sean.
"Mini golfing!" He raised his hands in the air and pointed the camera back on himself.
"Oooh fun!" I clapped my hands.
"But first we're gettin coffee." He took my hand and we walked down the street.
We swung our hands back and forth between us, I was enjoying listening to him talk to the camera and looking around at the scenery.
Apparently I should've been watching a little carefully to where I was going because I almost ran into someone.
Almost...
But Sean quickly pulled me out of the way so only me and the other person's shoulder grazed each other.
"I'm sorry." I quickly told them as I continued walking.
"Oh, wait!"
That voice was familiar.
"Mat?" I laughed, "Wow we've run into you again, what're the odds?"
"Yeah... crazy huh?" He sounded odd and he looked down at Sean and my hand intertwined together.
"So, you two are together now?" He asked.
"Yeah! Happened not to long ago actually." I leaned my head against Sean's shoulder and smiled.
"Cool..." mat glanced around nervously before looking at the camera in Sean's other hand, "so, are you a photographer or something?"
"Not really, I'm actually a youtuber." Sean grinned.
"Oh a youtuber. Huh, interesting." Mat almost scoffed, but just nodded instead, "well, I guess I'll see you around, y/n."
With that he strolled away.
"Wow, great guy." Sean sarcastically commented.
"He used to be better than that. He was more carefree and funny." I huffed, "it's really weird though, I was going to ask him what he's doing in Brighton because he doesn't live here."
It's also weird that I've seen him twice in the past couple of days "accidentally."
"Huh, yeah that is a little strange." Sean's eyebrows furrowed and he looked lost in thought.
"Hey? You alive in there?" I asked him.
No response.
I stood on my tiptoes and gave him a kiss on the cheek.
He immediately snapped out of it and smiled at me.
"You ok?" I asked him raising an eyebrow.
"Yep, I'm all good now." He said, but I didn't really believe him.
"Don't worry about Mat. He'll go home soon and we won't see him after that." Sean nodded and we eventually got to the mini golfing place.
~time skip brought to you by: jacks flamingo shorts- they have returned!~
"I am the mini golfing champion!" Sean yelled at me and his camera.
"Only by one! I was very close." I bumped him with my shoulder.
"Yeah, but did you win? Nope! Crown me the golfing king!" He spun in a circle while I watched and laughed. He took my hand and spun me around with him before we continued walking back to the apartments.
"Here take this." Sean handed me the camera and I gave him a questioning look, "my subscribers have to get to know you somehow! So just start talking." He smiled.
"Uh ok?" I turned my gaze back to the camera.
"Hi everyone! I'm y/n in case you didn't know already." I laughed, "I am a singer and I like to dance even if I'm not the best at it.... ummm.... I'm not sure what else there is about me that's interesting." I tapped my chin.
"There's plenty of things!" Sean cut in, "You're hilarious, beautiful inside and out, you can put up with me, which is quite hard to do sometimes. You can pull off any outfit wether it's fancy or just sweatpants and a hoodie! Plus you're shorter than me."
I turned a shade of red hearing all the compliments.
Wait a minute...
"What?! How is being shorter than you something interesting about me!" I laughed.
"Well it's very rare that someone is shorter than me so..." I pushed him playfully and turned back to the camera.
"The first time I met him you know what he said to me?! 'Woah! Someone's shorter than me for once!'" I narrowed my eyes at him before smiling, "But you know what? At that moment I knew I wanted to get to know him better because he wasn't afraid to crack a joke with someone he just met."
"And she offered me ice cream so I DEFINITELY knew I wanted to be friends with her." I rolled my eyes and he put his arm around my shoulder. He took the camera back with one hand and stopped the recording.
We finished walking to my apartment in peaceful silence. When we got there I sat down on my couch and started scrolling through Instagram.
My attention was pulled away from my phone, however, when Sean took both my hands and pulled me off the couch.
"What are you doing?" I laughed.
"I want to ask you something."
"Do I have to be standing?" I slightly grumbled.
"Yes." He laughed still holding my hands in his.
"Y/n m/n l/n, I've been going back and forth on how to say this and I feel like I can never get the words right, but I'm going to try anyway."
What the fuck is happening?
I racked my brain for anything that would explain what he was starting to say.
Is he breaking up with me?
No... he couldn't be... we were fine a few minutes ago.
"You are the most amazing, beautiful, funny, and genuine person I have ever met." He took a breath, "and I just have one question for you."
He got down on one knee.
WAIT JUST A FUCKING MINUTE!
My eyes grew wide as he smiled up at me.
THIS IS GOING TOO FAST!
"Will you do me the honors... of doing a charity livestream with me tomorrow?"
"OH MY GOD!" I slapped his shoulder and let out a breath, "don't mess with me like that!"
"Like what?" He tried to keep a straight face but a mischievous smile broke through.
"You know damn well what you were doing!"
"I have nooooo idea what you're talking about."
"Fuck you." I rolled my eyes but smiled anyway as I sat back down on the couch.
"Soooo do you want to?" Sean asked.
"Oh, well sure! I'm probably going to embarrass myself though."
"No you're not! You already have by rapping on your Instagram live."
"I hate you."
"That's understandable." He chuckled.
I grabbed some popcorn from my cabinet before going back to sit on the couch. I felt the couch dip down next to me as Sean stole some of my popcorn.
He drives me crazy sometimes...
But I still love him.
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