I need you (Jacksepticeye x reader)

I'm fine

I got back to my hotel and Sean went back to his family.
"Why did I tell him all that?" I started pacing around my room, "he shouldn't know all that about me, he's going to use it against me."
I started panicking.
"I'm going to get hurt."
My breathing sped up and became heavier.
"Why'd I do that?!" I whispered to myself, "he knows I'm weak now."
I curled myself up in the middle of my bed. My eyes started stinging. I blinked quickly, and the stinging subsided.

"You know what? No." I sat up and shook my head. My wall came back up, the pieces that had fallen were fixed and my mind went blank.

Come on y/n, emotions are stupid.
They only make things worse and complicated.

I took a breath and went on autopilot. I showered and changed into some sweats and a T-shirt. I lay back down on the bed and turned on the Tv.
My phone buzzed with a text message.

Sean 😜: you looked at any places in Brighton yet? 😁

I sighed. I was feeling a little better after pushing my feelings out of the way.

Well, I thought I felt better anyway.

I decided that the weird feeling at the coffee shop was just from being sleep deprived.

Y/n: not yet... idk where to start

Sean 😜: great! Cause I already found something 😅

Y/n: damn dude that was quick
Makes my life easier tho

Sean 😜: I'll send you the link

I clicked on the link he sent and a nice little apartment popped up. 2 bedrooms (one for a guest room), 2 bathrooms, a little living room, kitchen, and an office space.

Damn this looks great...

Y/n: you seriously found the perfect place...
In like an hour

Sean 😜: I'm magic!

I chuckled and called the apartment office.

(Time skip)
So I was going to move in as soon as I could. Sean and I decided to go back to Brighton at the same time, which was tomorrow. It might seem pretty quick to just move to a different country, but I didn't have anything to send since my stuff went up in flames with the building. I only had my suitcase and bags I brought with me during my tour.
I watched Tv and answered some work emails for the rest of the day.

Around 11pm I turned off the lights around the room and set my alarm for the morning.
"Tomorrow is a new day." I whispered to myself.

(Time skip to the morning)
I put on my leather jacket with a white shirt under. I pulled on a pair of black ripped jeans and some combat boots. I brushed my tangled mess of hair and put on a beanie, trying to cover up the fact that my hair didn't want to cooperate. I shoved whatever stuff I had pulled out, back into my suitcase and I stepped outside of the room.

As I entered the lobby I was greeted with a familiar face.
"Hey, Sean!" I called and he looked over at me. His face lit up when he saw me.
"Hi!" I walked over to him and we left together.
"You excited?" Sean glanced down at me.
"Yeah, I'm tired of Ireland. I'm definitely excited to start somewhere new." I smiled.
"You don't like Ireland?" He said pretending to be offended.
"You don't live here either dumbass." I chuckled and punch him in the shoulder.
"You got me there."

We took a cab to the airport and went through the long security line. I rolled my eyes as I was told to take off my shoes. I put my bags on the conveyor belt thing and walked through the metal detector.
After I grabbed my stuff I sat down next to Sean on a bench to put on my shoes.
"I hate having to take my shoes off." I grumbled as I slipped the first one on.
"Yeah, it's pretty annoying." Sean finished tying his shoes and waited for me.

We finally arrived at the gate and waited to board. We sat down by the windows and I watched planes take off and land.
"Ummm excuse me?" I felt a tap on my shoulder and I turned to see a young girl.
"Hello there, what can I do for you?" I smiled.
She held up a small poster of me.
"Could you sign this for me?" She asked nervously.
"Of course!" I took the poster and signed it, "What's your name?"
"E-Ellie." I wrote a little message for her and handed the poster back.
"Thank y-you, y/n."
"No problem, nice to meet you Ellie." She smiled and scurried away.

"Look at me." Sean said. I looked over to my right, an eyebrow slightly raised. I didn't see his face however, I saw his phone and he snapped a picture of me.

"Hey! I wasn't ready." I pouted, "lemme see it." I grabbed his phone from his hands. It honestly wasn't the worst picture. At least I didn't looked pissed because I tend to have a resting bitch face.

"Eh whatever." I shrugged and handed his phone back before grabbing my own phone.
"Your turn!" I pointed the camera at him and he flashed a cute smile. "No fair, you got to be prepared."
"Life's not fair." He smirked at me and I rolled my eyes.
"No, but I can re-do the picture!" I took his phone again.
"Hey! Stop stealing my phone." He reached to take it back again.
"Hold your horses a minute!" I slapped his hand away and turned the camera around on myself to take a selfie. I put my hand under my chin and smiled.

"There!" Sean took his phone back with a chuckle.
I watched as he opened up Instagram and clicked on the picture I just took of myself to post. He captioned it: "she keeps stealing my phone 😑"
I lightly punched his shoulder as he posted it with a smile.

"Now boarding all passengers to Brighton!" I hopped out of my seat and grabbed my stuff. Sean and I got into the line that started to form to board the plane.

Suddenly I felt someone slap my butt. Sean turned around as I did to see who did it. It was some guy smirking at me. Sean started to step up to him but I stuck my hand out to stop him.
"Um excuse me?" I raised my eyebrows at the guy.
"Hey girl, can I get your number?" Was all he said as he stepped closer to me.
"Fuck off creep." I flicked him off and pushed him back (to his surprise).
He looked angry and he spun around to stalk to the back of the line. I sighed and turned back around.

"You ok?" I looked up to see Sean looking worriedly at me.
"Yeah, happens a lot." I sighed and rubbed my face with my hands.
"Happens a lot?" I heard anger in his voice.
I nodded and his eyebrows furrowed.
"You don't have to worry about me though, I can handle it." I tried to reassure him, it didn't work though. He wrapped a protective arm around my shoulders. I rolled my eyes and chuckled, but let it happen.

So much shit had happened this week. I thought.
Coffee shop, Mat, apartment, and another creep.
I started to feel down.

No, I'm fine.
I can handle it.
I'm strong.

I automatically put a fake smile on my face as I gave the lady my ticket.

I'm fine.