It took a few weeks, but eventually the whole 'Sean kissed someone else' drama blew over. He had to tweet and make a video about it and I also addressed the situation saying I believed that is was just a mistake. Some people still didn't trust it, but there will always be those people.
I mean, I was almost one of them so...It was a month later and I was currently with Marzia walking from shop to shop, looking for some new clothes.
And let me tell you, she was the best at finding clothes."Marzia, I don't understand how you can put outfits together so effortlessly. I try, but I end up just wearing a hoodie and a pair of jeans or leggings." I said as she came out of the dressing room with the cutest sweater I had ever seen.
"Well, I wouldn't say it happens effortlessly, but thanks! Also, you only wear hoodies because that's all you have in your closet. Here try these on." She picked up a bunch of clothes and pushed them into my arms. I could barely see over the mass of cloth in my arms, making me laugh.I began trying on outfits and I actually found a few I liked.
"Ooh! You're definitely getting that." Marzia exclaimed when I came out wearing black overalls and a slightly oversized jumper.
"Whatever you say boss." I joked and went back into the dressing room to change and gather the clothes I liked."Alright Marz, I think that's as much shopping as I can handle for the next year." I joked and she rolled her eyes with a smile. We left the shop and she drove me back to my apartment.
After saying our goodbyes I grabbed the multitude of bags of clothes that Marzia said I needed and made my way to my apartment.I went to unlock my door, but I found it unlocked already. I furrowed my eyebrows and hesitantly opened the door.
"Hello?" I called in, feeling my heart rate speed up a little.
"It's just me!" Sean's voice called back and I let out a sigh of relief.
"You scared me half to death! I thought someone broke in." I said as I hauled the bags through the door. I heard his footsteps coming down the hall and around the corner.
"Wow. I'm guessing you went shopping with Marzia?" Amusement evident in his voice as he took some of the bags out of my hands.
"How'd you know?" I joked, setting the bags down on the table.
"Just a hunch."I sat down on the chair and turned to face Sean.
"So, what were you doing here?" I curiously raised my eyebrows.
"Oh!" He exclaimed and hurried down the hall. I sat there confused for a moment before he came back with his 'stay weird' hoodie on.
"I was looking for my hoodie." He said accusingly and I raised my hands in defense.
"You can wear your own hoodies all you want, but that doesn't mean you won't have to come looking for them in my closet."
Sean laughed, doing that little thing where he throws his head back and then bends forward.I couldn't help but smile at him. He dragged his hands down his face and looked at me, smiling as well. I got up from the chair and gave him a quick kiss, standing on my tiptoes with my hands on the sides of his face.
"What did I do to deserve that?" He smirked putting his hands on my hips.
"You were just being cute, I couldn't help myself."
"Just by laughing?" He raised an eyebrow.
"Yep."
"Damn, I should laugh more often." He joked, making me narrow my eyes.
"Don't start being cheesy on me now." I pointed a finger at him.
"I wouldn't dare." He let go of me and put a hand to his chest, as if making a promise.
"Whatever." I laughed and picked up some of the bags again, dragging them to my room.I decided I would wait until later to hang up the clothes because I just felt like being lazy.
I slowly walked back down the hall and into the living room where Sean sat, looking slightly nervous. I raised an eyebrow at him, watching him fiddle with his hands, not realizing I was there.
"Hey, earth to Sean." I said waving at him. His head snapped up and he looked wide eyed at me. I was confused at his sudden uncomfortable demeanor. He had seemed fine right before I took my clothes to my room."You alright in there?" I moved closer to him so I could tap my finger on his forehead.
"Oh, yeah... I'm ok." He said, chuckling and swatting my hand away from his head. He had hesitated before speaking though. I let out a little sigh and sat down next to him.
"Are you sure there isn't something bothering you?"
"No, nothing is bothering me... I just needed to ask you something."
"Why in the world are you nervous about asking me a question?" I softly smiled at him and he looked down at our hands, gently taking mine in his own.
"Well... this probably doesn't make much sense because we already live so close together, but I wanted to know if you wanted to move in with me?"He finally brought his head up to meet my gaze. I could see hope flickering in his eyes as my smile grew wider.
"I would love to." I leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.
"Really?" He said happily and he bounced up and down a little on the couch.
"Of course." I laughed at his giddiness.I reached over to the little table next to the couch and turned on the lamp, realizing it was getting darker as the sun set.
"Come here." I said getting up and motioning my hand for him to follow me. I walked into the kitchen and opened the cabinet, grabbing a plastic bowl.
"Catch." I said and gently tossed the bowl to Sean, which he luckily caught with a laugh, "help me make some food."
"Alright, what are we makin'?" He asked, placing the bowl on the counter.
"Tacos!" I pulled some taco shells out and put them in the oven.
~~~~~~We lay in my bed after eating and getting ready to go to sleep. Sean was looking at houses on his laptop and I was half paying attention to the computer while looking at stuff on my phone. I had one of my legs over his and my head leaned on his shoulder. His free arm was wrapped around me, making me feel warm and cozy.
I rubbed my eyes looking at the laptop screen in the dim room.
"That place looks cool." I commented, shuffling under the covers so I could snuggle into Sean's side a little more. I looked back at my phone and scrolled through some twitter replies.
"It does, and it's not even that far away from here." He added clicking a little arrow to show the next picture of the house. There were 4 bedrooms, letting us make 2 into offices and leaving one for a guest room. Also a living room, dining room, and kitchen, of course. There was a cute fenced backyard too.
"Hey, we could get a dog with that yard." I nudged his side and looked up at him. A little smile formed on his face.
I knew he had been wanting a dog for a long time.Talking about the future with Sean made my stomach flutter and my chest swell with a strange sense of peace and happiness.
I was completely content.
Something I hadn't ever thought would happen to me.He kissed the top of my head and gently squeezed me with his arm around my shoulders.
"I love you, ya know?" He said, making my heart beat a little harder.
"Yeah, I know. I love you too."
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