I Don't Belong

oh hello!~ Fifteen

[aishleen's POV]
When I finally wake up it's around 12 pm. I look up and I see Shawn still sleeping, he looks as peaceful as ever. All I could do it pinch myself because I thought this was just an ordinary dream I have on a day like this, but it was all true.

I get up to go to use the bathroom and I see Niall in the hall. " Hey, what are you doing?" I say to him acting like I didn't see him with Alexia in her bed.

"Well, I'm in love with Alexia and I kissed her last night." He says and I'm still in shock.

"Really!" I say fricken happy and excited.

"Yeah, but she's not even 18 yet. I have to wait until she's 18 to make it official. I have only a month and a few weeks.

Frick I forgot, me and Shawn can't date either until I'm 18 and my birthday is in May, May 15. Pretty much 4 months away.

I went on the internet to see if there is anyway for me to be able to be with him. I looked online to do research, and we are able to. I have to be 17 and a half to be able to date him.

But thing is that Alexia is not even 18, and Niall is 8 years older than her. Alexia needs to be 20 to be able to date him.

This hack I found in the internet it that you do one person's age that is the oldest divided by 2  plus 7.

I went into the kitchen to get food and coffee because I felt like I was starving. In the midst of eating I hear the stairs chair coming down.

"Hey love!" I hear Alexia says while hopping on her wheel chair.

"Hey gorgeous, umm, so I heard about you and Niall." I say to her trying to act cool.

She smiles and looks away which I feel bad about the news I have to share.

"Umm, you're 17... And Niall is 26..." I say feeling bad, "how are you guys going to work out?" I say feeling even worse.

"Fuck, I forgot, how is that gonna work?" She said which I noticed she looked very stressed out.

Next thing I know I see Niall come down and Alexia called Niall to go outside with her and the dogs.

I could see that they look very stressed, I just couldn't see what they were saying. Daylinn came down and we started talk a bit about everything.

"So, you and Shawn are together? And Niall and Alexia, this world is becoming a dream." She says then looks over and notices that Alexia and Niall is talking outside.

"So, it's not working out... What's gonna happen to them?" Daylinn adds.

"To be honest, I really don't know." I say with a sad gesture.

Me and Daylinn just kept on trying to figure out what they were saying. We got a few words out, but we could just be wrong and just didn't know.

{Alexia's POV}
Me and Niall went outside to talk, I was sad to have this conversation because my dreams came true.

"We need to talk about us," I say very sad. I gesture him to sit down for us to start talking.

He replies, "okay so what do you need to talk about?"

I get even sadder, "you're 26 years old, I'm 17, I'm 18 in two months but still. I'm too young and you could go to jail!" I say trying not to get too upset about it.

He looks around trying to figure out what to say. We just keep on going back and forth, I say there's no way for us to be together, he keeps saying we just have to wait a little.

I could tell he was upset about it and I knew I was upset about it. We were outside bickering trying to figure this out for way too long.

"Niall, you were my dream, all I have ever wanted was to be with you. You are my dream, but it wasn't meant to be, the age is too much of an age gab." I say trying not to cry.

"Alexia, listen, age is just a number, once you are 18 we can try. We can start going on dates then make us a thing. I don't know why I'm head over for you. I tell all the lads about you, I want you and only you. " He says to me which makes me happy, but I could tell the crackiness in his voice while talking wasn't because he voice cracked it was because he was upset.

"We can try once I'm actually legal, but we can't until then. Which I know will be hard for the both of us." I say simple and a little bit excited for me to turn 18.