I Don't Belong

phone call that changes my life~ eleven

Shawn- hello?

Niall- hey!

Shawn- oh hey, what's up?

Niall- when is the next time you're coming up my way?

Shawn- I could come up this coming up weekend and stay for a month, I have no plans except song writing.

Niall- yeah, yeah please, I have someone you could meet!

Shawn- okay is this a girl?

Niall- yes, and she likes you.

Shawn- okay and what I her name?

Niall- Aishleen, you could meet Alexia too.

Shawn- cool, how old are they?

Niall- 17, Alexia turns 18 in March and Aishleen turns it in?

Aishleen- m-may

Niall- may

Shawn- cool, okay well I'll see everyone soon, see you guys in a few days.

Niall- okay see ya soon, bye

Shawn- bye

[Phone call ends]

I smile at him and thank him, nods and we start talking again. Then he looks at the time, it's 8:55.

"Shit, umm I have to take a shower and do some song writing myself. Here's my number ***/***/****," I call him as he's about to leave so he has mine. We hang up and he does my thing.

"Listen, I feel gross and I need to take a shower... Can you help me? " I ask Aishleen. She nods and then helps me wrap up my cast in this bag type of material.

She puts on her bathing suit and hops into the shower with me. She grabs my loofah and hands it to me. I do everything, all she does is help me stand. I wash my hair and my body and shave, And then we were good.

Now it's about 10:00 pm and I'm starting to get tired so I had Aishleen bring me to bed so I could sleep.

[Jan 17/next day]
I've been in Kinnegad for only 9 days and I've already fucked up. I go in a stupid accident and surprisingly I didn't die. Aishleen and Daylinn went out for the day, supposedly for my car, which I'm excited about, but Aishleen did this weird thing afterwards that made me think there's something else.

Daylinn was so sweet and got me this granny seat thing for the stairs so I'm able to go up and down. I have two wheelchairs and theres one I keep upstairs now and one downstairs. I know it's pretty quick, but Aishleen don't play. She's the one that makes sure I take my meds, I always forget. For example, I forgot to take my birth control last night, haha. I'll just take it now, it's 9:45 anyways haha, only almost a 13 hour difference.

All my meds I keep in the downstairs bathroom. I do that so I don't forget.

[12:50]
All I did was watch some Netflix, some Grey's anatomy, so it wasn't anything you missed. But next thing I know I here a beep, I look outside and find a brand new Volkswagen Thing (ATLAS) 1974! I'm gonna cry, but hats not it, I go outside in my wheelchair and then see a dog. Now I'm crying, but daylinn has her cats so take gonna be a wreak. But I don't care.