I'm scrolling on Twitter
My @ page is -lifeisheartbroken-
(Not a real account)
All of a sudden I get a notification, I see this boy named unknown followed me and said hello. Mean while mine say forever broken and has a picture of Niall Horan as my profile and background. After a little while I went through his Twitter and saw some relatable tweets so I decide to follow back.
{30 minutes later}
Him @ bye_forever- hello
Me @ lifeisheartbroken- hi
Me- do I know you?
Him- no, but I want to get new friends.
Me- oh okay?
Him- what's your name?
Me- idk you, you could be a stalking outside of my house right now.
Him-unless your house is mine then I'm not stalking you.
Me- okay, good save, I'm watching you from now on, even thought idk what you look like.
Him- you know what I look like, I'm Niall Horan
Me- funny, I wish. You're only saying that because he's my profile picture and background.
Him- okay, well then don't believe me. What are you doing?
Me- driving
Him- no texting and driving!
Me- I'm not the one driving my parents are.
Him- okay well then... Call me NJH
Me- okay we'll call me, AJD
Him- okay, AJD, where are you driving?
Me- you better not be stalking me. I'm going to Mullingar, I'm going to be stay at the hotel a mist away from my grandparents house.
Him- cool, my family lives there
Me- stop trying to be Niall, my husband.
Him- haha, okay I wish
Me- being my husband?
Him- no being Niall.
Me- just stop trying and be yourself. Just because he's famous doesn't mean u have to copy him.
Him- okay so... What's your favorite song?
Me- of course it will be a one direction song.... For the longest it was Kiss You, then it changed to Perfect.
Him- cool, that good. Whats you favorite song that isn't one direction?
Me- tequila by Dan and Shay
Me- how about you?
Him- I don't know. There's so many good songs out there.
Me- okay fake Niall.
Him- what do you look like?
Me- blonde, chubby, 5'1 1/2, 1D AF.
Him- cool me too. Are you listening to music?
Me- duh, can u guess by who?
Him- one direction?
ME- YEZSS!! A++++
Him- which song though?
Me- act my age!!!!!!
Him- cool cool...
Me- WHEN IM FAT AND OLD AND MY KIDS THINK IM A JOKE!!
Him- cause I move a little slow when I dance!
Me- I can count on you after all that we've been through
Him- cause I know that you'll always understand
Me- shit, that was just beautiful!!
Him- really?
Me- duh because that's a beautiful song
Him- so it's not just because Niall sings that part
Me- haha, maybe a little bit...
Him- so, let's get to know each other! I'll ask first and you'll ask when I have no more questions
Me- okay shoot
Him- if you had to pick one color, what color ould that be?
Me- you could've just said favorite color, and it's mint green
Him- I know, but I wanted to make it extra.
Him- okay, favorite movie/movie series??!!
Me- favorite movie series would have to be transformers and the fast an furious. Favorite movie would have to be Nine, even though know one knows what exactly that is.
Him- oh cool
Him- favorite food, desert, drink, and candy
Me- spaghetti, mint chocolate chip ice cream, Mello Yello, and gushers
Him- shit I know you pretty well already.
Him- hmm lemme think....
Him- okay I got it
Him- favorite school subjects
Me- wow, such a simple question
Me- umm it would have to be math, and Automotive. Even though I'm a girl I can still take those types of classes.
Him- oh, how many friends to you have?
Me- umm barely any, mainly two. Sometimes I have more on some days.
Him- what are their names?
Me- Daylinn, even though sometimes she calls herself Day.
Me- And Aishleen (FanFic030)
Him- those are nice names
Me- yeah and they're amazing
Him- I have four lads by my side
Me- really? That's amazing, I wish I had that
Him- maybe you will...
Me- most likely not... No one ever wants to be my friend...
Him- I want to.
Me- well you haven't met me so...
Him- I bet you're beautiful
Me- that's the thing... I'm not ugly, even though people say that... I know I'm not fat, even though people say that. I have an ass and boobs but I wish I had none. That's what everyone wants. They don't want me they want what I have no who I am.
Him- is that why you aren't showing your face on your Twitter?
Me- yes and no. I just like Niall way too much. He's even my home screen and lock screen.
Him- well, I have to go perform I will message you when I'm done.
Me- okay fake Niall have fun
[Off phone]
We finally got to Mullingar, and me and my brothers. They're 10 and 8 almost 9. My brother's names are Gabriel, 8, and Dominik, 10. It's hard being a 17 year old with really young kids, plus I'm almost 18. Hey me and Niall is only 8 years apart, we can still date, age doesn't matter!
When I was going to kill myself I had posters of Niall and One direction all over my walls. Somehow those pictures saved me from the darkness in that second. I tell people it was because the rope broke, it didn't break it was breaking, but I could've still died. I was such a young little thing, I dealt with so much.
1. My boyfriend broke up with me
2. My mom was yelling at me for no reason
3. I was mentally forced to cheat on my boyfriend by kissing this dude when I said multiple times that I will not, I love my boyfriend.
4. Loosing my best friend to my boyfriend.
I dealt with a lot as a 13 year old child. I was unwanted by so many people, I just wanted to end it.
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I Don't Belong
FanficA girl that has been heart broken for pretty much her entire life. N.H, S.M, L.P and 6lack fanfiction.
