I Don't Belong

bam, hello~twenty five

Shit i hear a click!

When the door opens i spot aishleen.

"Umm, fucking god, well, make sure you got protection on. PLEASE CLEAN THE COUNTERS!" Aishleen says and runs and got what she needed and rushed back out.

I look back at niall and try not to laugh. Niall starts laughing and then i do the same. I shift myself off and fix up my clothes.

He grabs my waist as soon as i started to walk away and twirled me around. He cups my face with his right hand and brings me in with a kiss.

"Just so you know, you are not leaving me, EVER!" He tells me and i just smile.

"Niall, im only 17. This is illegal." I tell him with my eyes starting to water.

"All we have to do is keep it on the down low before anyone finds out. Once youre 18 im showing the world that youre mine and no one elses." He tells me as a tear rolls down my face.

"Baby, i love you and from the day i texted you off that fake Twitter account i fell in love with you. I wanted to see you. I wanted to save all your problems. I was so happy when i found out you were coming here." He tells me and takes a quick breathe. "Alexia, i will show you the world. No paparazzi person can ever, i mean ever bring me away from you. Youre now my motivation to want something more. Yes there is a huge age difference, but age is just a number when it compares to love. " he tells me while my eyes just wont stop crying.

"I love you Niall, ive loved you since 2010. I dreamt of this day, but you could get in serious trouble because of me. " i tell while i sob in my hands.

"Alexia!" He says while he brings my hands away from my face. "You will always be worth the risk." He says while i just cry even more.

I go sit down on my small couch which is a love seat. And just cuff my face and wipe off all my tears. I feel the other cushion compress and i look up at Niall.

"Youre the reason i write good songs alexia." He tells me. "My next song is for you!!" He tells me while he grabs me to pull me close.

I quickly give him a slow peck which always makes him want more.

"Turn your sexy ass around and kiss me. I fancy those kisses so much!" He tells me while i do a twirl and run up to him to act like i was gonna kiss him but decided against it.

"ALEXIA!" I hear him behind me while i quickly go upstairs as fast as i can with a boot on.

"Baby, please" i hear him say outside my door.

"You know i love you so much, right." I tell him through my door as i fall down to the bottom of my door.

"Yes?" He says and he could tell im going to say something thatll make him cry.

"Im 17, Niall, youre gonna go to jail. " i say once again.

"Baby, you turn 18 in a month. I fancy that day so much." He tells me as he tries to open the door and opens it with the surprise of me behind it. "Why are you on the floor?" He asks while he grabs my hand to help me up.

"Niall, i love you, but we cant do this until im 18. You could be counted as a child molester because of me. I love you so much, but we need to take a pause in our relationship. I hurts me to say this, Niall, im breaking up with you." I say as tears start falling down my face.

I look away cause i cant bare to see Niall cry. I hear little sobs coming out of his mouth and him sniffling. I quickly look at him and i see him sitting on my couch that ive been using as a bed since the car accident with his face cuffed in his hands.

"Alexia, this isnt the end for us. I will make sure of it. But i cant be around you because i fancy you too much to see us apart. It was different when i was trying to get with you. But i love you and i will never change that."

I look at him after he said that huge paragraph to me and he gets up and walks outside my room to go down the stairs. I have lost my mind.

I finally had the guts to go downstairs after everyone went to sleep. Its now 1 am and im all alone. I decided to grab my jacket and put on my other single boot to go out for a walk.

I also brought a protection spray and my phone with keys for this walk. All this walking might help my foot out. I find my way lost into the music. I listen to the song 18 by 5sos and start crying.

I forgot where exactly i was going, where ever my legs took me i go. I find my way to Nialls hideout in the middle of the woods. I never noticed this tree house just a few feet away from the table.

I walk over to the tree house and noticed the ladder was more like a stairs ladder and walked up it. When i got to the top i opened the door. I see this beautiful set up.  I see a nice size love seat that could fit at max 3 people and a beautiful night stand that has a lamp shade on it that works through sun light with a clock right next to it. When i look to the left i see a radio that's pretty small but cute for where it is placed. Its placed on a nice table with two chairs and there's also a nice size of 5 flowers in a vase. 

When i look straight ahead there's a door, i walk towards it to open it to see what it is. When im about to open the door, the door knob turns and someone walks out, Shit!

"what are you doing here?" i say to them.