Unbreak Me- Editing

CHAPTEReight (new)

CHAPTEReight

 

Ari

I woke up with a splitting headache. "Ahh shit,” I groaned. Sitting up and looking at the clock, I saw it was already ten thirty. As I went to get up, I noticed the water bottle and some Advil on my night stand. After quickly downing the pills and water, I made my way into the shower.

I let the hot water run over me helping me to feel just a bit better, well until the memories of last night started to come back to me. "Shit!" I mumbled. God please tell me that was all some fucked up dream. I couldn't have been that way with a guy, even if it were Caleb. But I knew it wasn't a dream because even though I was pretty trashed, I could remember everything that happened with great detail.

I finally find a guy I feel comfortable with and what do I do? Get drunk and try to seduce him after only meeting him like three days ago. What the hell is wrong with me? Never mind I don’t need an answer to that I already know. I am messed up in the head!!! God I hope I didn’t scare the poor boy away. I can just see it now. He’s going to want me to leave and find a new job. “FUCK!” I yelled. What am I going to do? He told me before I even moved in that there could be nothing between us.

I don't even know why I did it. I've never been a flirty or slutty drunk. I'm just going to have to suck it up and apologize. Then I'm never drinking again. Well, not much anyways.

Thinking about it, I realized I do know why I did it. The only man I have ever been with is Kyle and I just wanted to get those memories out of my head. It just so happens that Caleb is the only guy I feel comfortable enough with to let get that close to me. So there I went last night ready to use my roommate, friend, and boss as a way to forget. Damn I really am messed up.

After I used all the hot water trying to clear my head, I finally got out and dried off. I threw my hair up in a messy bun and dressed in a pair of yoga pants and a black tank top. It was going to be a day of just lounging around the house for me. I made my way out to the kitchen with no Caleb sightings. I went to go make a cup of coffee and saw a note stuck to the machine.

 Hey Ari, I went out surfing with a few of the guys. I don't expect to be home till' late, so don't worry about making me dinner. I hope the hangovers not too bad. I know you're probably freaking about last night, but don't, everything's cool. If I don't see you tonight, I'll catch ya before you head into work tomorrow.                                                                                                                 See ya, Caleb

Thank god, I was not ready to confront him about everything I did last night. It does kind make me wonder about him leaving for the day. It’s like he's trying to avoid me, but maybe I’m just thinking too much into it. Man I need to stop stressing so much. The man is freaking hot, I’m sure he is more than used to drunk chicks throwing themselves at him.