law of total madness - personal stuff

forty one: anOTHER BOY UPDATE

SO HE'S REALLY TRYING TO KILL ME BRO

liKE HE MADE SURE I WAS OKAY AS SOON AS I CAME OVER TO HIM
AND THEN I POKED MY EYE
AND HE LIKE GRABBED MY FACE AND CHECKED MY EYE TO MAKE SURE IT WAS OKAY
(not in a weird way though)
AND WHEN MY FRIEND GAVE ME HER PHONE FOR A SECOND
I SAW THAT HER BACKGROUND WAS OF MY EX BEST FRIEND
SO I WENT TO GO CHANGE IT
TO A PIC OF ME
AND I SAW A BUNCH OF PICS OF MY EX BOYFRIEND
WHO IS ALSO HER EX BOYFRIEND
THEN SHE LEFT
okay im tired of all caps...
so my crush asked me what that situation was about
so i told him
and then he goes 
"are you seeing anyone right now?"
and i said no, bc that's the truth
and he asked why
so i said "idk, ppl don't like me, i guess"
(don't come at me for saying that)
and he said that's dumb
and i was like "why?"
AND HE WAS SO DAMN CUTE UGHH
"because you're pretty... i, uh, i think you're pretty."
and on the inside i was literALLY having a mental breakdown about it
but on the outside i was like "thanks."
and i couldn't help but feeling like he was checking me out today
because i was wearing a shirt that accentuated my curves
and he noticed sskskkskskskskk

AHHHHHHHH