law of total madness - personal stuff

fifty five:

soo, this week kinda sucked. 

i lost my chance to see BTS and Stray Kids, which is great... :(

not to mention i had 8 anxiety attacks in two days...

one of my friends got drugged by another friend of ours (so we think).

my grades are still terrible, so i'm still grounded.

and i broke up with my boyfriend..

i keep getting messages about it, like i already feel terrible for upsetting him, but they don't get that i did it for my mental health? like i was constantly scared of messing everything up or him wanting to break up with me that my anxiety ate at me for the passed two weeks. i understand that these people are friends with him, but it's literally none of their business...

so that's been highlights of my week, love that for me...

-lynnie