law of total madness - personal stuff

forty four: same thing

so i couldn't go to the movies with him last night because i had youth group with my church...

so today he invited me to go to his youth group at his church
but i can't go...
because i have work tonight.

but i'm trying to see if they'll let me only work two days a week instead of four, so i can continue making money

and he told me today "you know, i really want to hang out with you, but you never can."
and he was kind of upset
and i felt so bad
because i feel like he thinks i'm trying to blow him off. but i'm notttt....
and i told him about my plan to change my work schedule
and he was kind of excited about uwu

guys, he's so amazing.
he walked me to my class
even though his class was right next to where we were
and mine was on the other side of the school.

idk what to do anymore
sksksksksksk ughhh boys.