'Him'

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'Him'

I cry my way to the washroom, and run into a stall

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I cry my way to the washroom, and run into a stall.
I lower the cover, and sit on it as I try to stop crying.
I switch on my phone, and take a look at myself.

I look like such an effing mess.
I guess I am an effing mess.

I don't... I don't... I don't know what to do! I can't lose my friends this way.
I just can't.

They're my best friends, they're my buddies, they're my... my life.
Not to be melodramatic, but we are incredible together.

I wish I could take it all back. No matter how good it felt, I wish I could take back all those kisses.

I wish I could take back that party. That damned party.

I screwed up. I screwed up real bad.

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I somehow make it to all my classes, without looking like a total mess.
Okay, let me correct myself.
I somehow make it to all my classes, looking like a complete bitch-ass mess.
But, who cares?

I start walking towards the parking lot, when I bump into someone.

'Ow!' I rub my forehead trying to ease the pain.

The man looks at me without saying a single word.
Oh my God.
The last person I wanted to see right now.
The last person I wanted to see while I looked like a total mess.
My heartbreaker, my heart ruiner.
The person around whom I've tried to act normal.
The person around whom we all try to act normal.
As if nothing is there.
My ex love standing right in front of me, as mascara ran down my face.
No, I'm too faint hearted to be able to face him right now.
This can't... this can't be true.
My head whirls around in various thoughts, as I try to understand the face that this man was in front of me.

'Camilla, are you okay?' He asks.

My heart breaker. My heart ruiner.

'No, I'm not.' I say.

My heart breaker. My heart ruiner.

I pause before I say his name. My heart almost leaves my body.

My heart breaker. My heart ruiner.

'Seokjin...'

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