Schizophrenia

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Schizophrenia

For a second, I don't react

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For a second, I don't react. I just stand still, swallowing the information I just got.

Once it hits me, I fall next to Yoongi.

'W-What? I-I'

'You don't know what to say? That's fine. I'll be alright. Hopefully.' He says and shrugs.

'When- when did you get to know?'

'A few weeks back. The doctor told me to take a break from school. So here I am.' He says, rolling his eyes.

'You'll be fine. Also, I love you.'

'I love you too. And again, hopefully.'

'Does Paris know?' I lower my voice to whisper.

Just then Paris comes back and sits on the bed.

'So what did I miss?' She says, coolly.

'Nothing.' Yoongi says. He then looks at me and slowly shakes his head, implying Paris does not know.

'What happened to you?' She looks at me.

'Nothing? Why'd you ask?'

'Your expression. You look shocked.'

'I'm fine. I'll be on my way though.' I really wanted to talk to Yoongi, but not in front of Paris.

I proceed to give him a hug and whisper,' Call me please. I really want to talk to you. Just not in front of her. Love you.'

He hugs me back and nods his head.
I leave the dorm.

As I walked downstairs, tears start to form. I really never expected this. My best friend has schizophrenia. And to be honest, I don't really know what it even is exactly.

I decide to search it up on my phone : What is schizophrenia?

a serious mental illness in which a person confuses the real world and the world of the imagination and often behaves in strange and unexpected ways.

Incurable.

Oh.
I don't really know what to say.
That last word really hit me hard: incurable.
I wish I could react to this news, but h-how? How does one comprehend this?

It just doesn't make sense. I can't believe it. But, I really love how Yoongi is always chilled about everything, even this. He's a phenomenal person.
I was dying to talk to someone about this, and knowing that Hoseok knew, I called him up.

Call

"Hello?"

"Camilla?"

"I went to meet Yoongi.
He told me about his schizophrenia.
I was shocked."

"So was I.
I didn't even know what
to respond. What did you say?"

"I didn't really know what to say
So I told him, I'd call him
later since Paris was there."

"Oh... life's unpredictable, isn't it?"

"Very. Wish I could
do something to control it."

"To control life?"

"Yeah."

"Ahaha! If only life was like that."
"I talked to him a couple of times.
He said he's doing better than what he
was. He told me not to worry too much."

"But I read on the Internet that it's incurable."

"Yeah, I mentioned that. He just chuckled at me and said he'll get better.
That's how yoongi is.
He's so chilled with everything."

"That's true."

"Hope he gets better."

"Yup."

"I'm visiting him tomorrow.
You want to come along?"

"Sure!"

"Alright. See you tomorrow.
I'll pick you up.
Take care!
Also you're not supposed to tell anybody
about this."

"Yeah, I know."

"Bye!"

"Bye."

Call Ended

"He will be fine. He... will... be... fine." I say to myself.

Hopefully.

Just then I get a call from my ex best friend: Jimin.

Call

"Hello Jimin?"

"You want to know who wrote the note?
Come and meet me at Starbucks.
I'll tell you everything."

Call Ended

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A/N:

An update after a long time!
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