Let Me Go

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by Speederspider

by Speederspider

                                    
                                              How do I let go
How do I let go of you
when you are in my dreams.
when you are in my brain.
Behind my eyelids.
Stuck. 
                          How do I let go of you
if my mind wanders
to the memories of us
to the memories of you
to the memories of your smile
I can't forget the how you smiled at me

                          How do I let go of you
if I can still feel your hand in mine
if I can still feel your arms around me
guaranteeing me safety
and love. forever.
                          How can you possibly expect me to move on when 
you, we, were my only source of happiness
true happiness. Pure love. 
                          How do I let you go
if I still feel you there?
can't you feel 
that I'm still here
too?
Waiting on a dream
the one dream that I know
won't come true. 
I want it to come true.
More than I want to live.

                          Please
I'm begging you
Please make my dream come true.