A Collection of Small Nothingness

this took 10 minutes; I was sad and bored

I miss your heartbeat
Though it's no longer mine
Your eyes still soft
The same gaze as before
Though you dont look at me
Oh no more no more

My heart is shriveled
But it still swells in pride
But it shrinks once more
When I remember
You're no longer mine

You're not anyone elses
But you're not at my side
Oh no more no more
I have no words to describe what I'm feeling
This pain in my chest
My soul implodes

If you could only hear
My screaming inside my mind
I cant escape you
You're everywhere
You're my everything
You cant be my everything
Get out of my brain get out of my mind get out of my heart get out of my life
Please
Leave me alone I see you no matter where I look why are you still here if I gave you up so long ago