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Chapter 12 - dangerous

"I'll take you up on that.", Doyoung then chuckles making me want to stare at him with my mouth open but I still do have little bit of self-control.

Oh boy. How could this even happen. I, a university student who got her life together just kissed a thug and liked it because he's cute and looks like a bunny. How did I even get into university being like this? Ok, now let's not downgrade myself. First of all, it was him who's stolen my first kiss just now, and second of all it's not only because he's cute that I kind of have this fuzzy feeling in my stomach, but rather that I feel that there's some connection between us. So I might not be as stupid as it seems. 

However, in some way I'm still stupid as I don't seem to make sense of why he actually kissed me. "Then excuse me, but I need to do this now", that's what he said before taking the initiative. I told him that he shouldn't hesistate and so on, basically some pseudo-motivating stuff and that's what made him do it. Or maybe he's already gotten his mind set on it and just needed my confirmation??? Or maybe I should ask him then I won't have to dwell on it. 

"Why exactly did you...do that?", I ask carefully, pronouncing each word with caution as I didn't want to irritate him by seeming as if I didn't like it, because in fact, even if I still refuse to believe it, I did like it. However, he doesn't seem fazed by my question, at all. Surprisingly, I can even see a small, but almost not visible smirk spreading over his face. Somehow, this reaction confuses me even more. This isn't that kind of smile a f*ckboi makes after capturing another girl's heart, but rather a really really really happy one. I must be mistaken. 

"I've been wanting to do so for quite a long time, so...yeah.", he eventually admits smiling to himself like an idiot. Honestly, I myself had to smile at this sight. 

"Why?", I briefly ask trying to surpress the smile on my face, in which I fail miserably. I can already see him teasing me about it. 

"Well, it seems like you've been wanting to do that, too?!", he says as his smile grows more and more mischievous. Oh great, I was right. Lucky him, that I'm a bad liar so I won't even try.

"I'll be honest with you. You do seem like a interesting person. Interesting as in I want to get to know you, but also as in you and I we seem to have something between us. I really don't want to seem as an easy girl but that's just the way it seems to me.", I admit. 

"I'm glad you think that way.", he answers. Honestly, I expected him to tease me even more after this cringy and cheesy statement of mine. Maybe he's secretly an hopeless romantic. Actually, that would make him even cuter if that's even possible. 

"I'll walk you home. It's already late so there are a lot of thugs in the subway.", he then answers changing the mood apruptly. 

"By walking me home you mean guiding me to the subway?", I chuckle.

"No, I mean walking you home.", he then clarifies making me blush uncontrollably. First of all, that might be the cutest thing a boy has ever said to me. Second of all, the only guy that's walked me home before is Taeyong - my platonic boy friend - so this is a completely different thing. Third of all, CAN YOU HEAR MY HEART BEATING BECAUSE I'M SURE EVERYONE CAN. 

Like this, we silently walk towards the subway, accidentally locking eyes every once in a while when we catch ourselves staring at the other one. The only thing interrupting our silence is me telling him where my home is. I'm sure he can sense that this is the first time I'm getting romantically involved with a boy. It's embarrassing, honestly. 

After about four minutes, the subway finally arrives. As soon as we step into it, I can feel Doyoung tense up. Could it be because he's scared of meeting Johnny?