A world different from forgiveness|Oumasai|Book 1

I want forgiveness

"Forgiveness. A simple thing in appearance but is way bigger than you could possibly imagine it. It can change a person's view in something like the world for example! Hehe! That's just how big it is Kokichi!"

Kokichi remembered his mother saying, it was a very faint memory considering he was so little. Kokichi is an average teenage boy now as you may know. A well-known liar that has done so many terrible things to people, it wasn't intentional or wasn't supposed to look intentional. He really wanted to see this 'forgiveness' his mother once talked about to see it and feel it but no one wants to forgive him for his actions. He pulled a HUGE prank (pranks are not terrible, pranks = LIFE) at school the other day. The teachers and the staff weren't happy and the students were the same. He got suspended for quite a while until now.

The boy arrived in class and seemed motivated like usual to the other students but in reality he really wasn't. The truth was he wanted to keep a friendly appearance despite being known as the 'Ultimate troublemaker', 'the Friendly-looking devil' and many other names. Each day for Kokichi was really painful for him, he wanted forgiveness from the other students. He wanted to apologise to them but he thinks it's far too late to say sorry to them. They aren't going to listen to the troublemaker anyways, what's even the point of apologising to them? They'll think that I'm planning another huge prank, Kokichi thought to himself as he sighed. He can feel many glares from his classmates. The most intense one in the room was from the girl student called Maki Harakuwa.

She is called the most dangerous in class because of her glares and the things she did in order to protect her boyfriend, Kaito Momota, another one of Kokichi's classmates. Kaito and Maki has been a couple for a few months now, Kaito was almost the complete opposite of Kokichi. Kaito 'was' the type that wanted to be friends with everyone until he met Kokichi who he hates in class. Whenever Kaito yells something that Kokichi thinks is stupid. Kokichi will start to annoy him, causing Kaito to explode (into space) and then they will start fighting each other physically. The class that Kokichi is in has only 15 students in total. Apparently the new student that decided to come to this school will be joining this class.

Kokichi wasn't sure if he would ever feel 'forgiveness' at this point, no one even wants to talk to him. What is even 'forgiveness'? When is it going to show up? Kokichi began asking himself. He felt isolated and troubled, everyday for him is just being glared at and people yelling and saying how disappointed they are at him. Kokichi started hearing voices in his head, the voices of his classmates yelling at him many weeks ago.

"Kokichi, stop it! You're going to break the school piano!" Kaede, the blondie girl who loves playing the piano called out. Kokichi didn't step down the piano and continued jumping on it to reach higher to the object that is stuck to the ceiling. He eventually got it, and stepped down the piano. He noticed that Kaede wasn't in the room anymore. "Kokichi! You ***hole!" he heard Kaito's voice and faced towards Kaito as he got punched in the face roughly.