Unexpected, Cliché [TREEBROS]

Don't Search for the Proof that I Should

3D PERSON POV:

Connor was silent for a moment. Evan was right - Connor wasn't always like this. Connor was happy for a while. He didn't always hate his sister. He didn't always shut everyone out. He was different now though. And yet, he never noticed. Because he was too scared to face the fact that he's not truly a bad person. 

"You're right Evan. I wasn't always this - this monster. But I can't fix what's already changed. I should leave. Good bye..."  Connor said, as he reached back in his book-bag, looking for the pills, when he noticed they weren't there. He looked at Evan, knowing he had taken them at that moment. 

"Evan, where are the fucking pills", Connor hissed

"I'm not giving them to you, Connor."

"EVAN. GIVE THEM TO ME -" he shouted as he reached over for Evan's backpack.

"No; STOP!" Evan said, terrified - Connor might see Evan's other letters to himself. That's the last thing he wanted to happen, and he didn't want Connor getting the pills. 

"I'M NOT GOING TO LET YOU DO THIS, CONNOR - EVEN IF IT'S THE LAST THING I DO. YOU CAN'T DIE, YOU CAN'T DISAPPEAR, AND I KNOW THIS SOUNDS STUPID, BUT I CARE. AND I DON'T WANT YOU TO LEAVE" Evan screamed; he never really cared before. But he couldn't stand the thought of watching somebody in pain. 

"Evan, you don't have to do this. I know you don't really care." Connor responded, his voice shaking.

author: sis snapped ( ° ͜ʖ °)

"No - Connor, listen to me. I do care. I didn't before but  I don't want you to have to go through this. And I know that you can be a good person... t-trust me." Evan said, in a desperate attempt to make Connor feel better in any way. 

Evan reached over to try to hug Connor again, even though last time didn't work out well. He knew that Connor probably hated him. He was half expecting to be whacked in the face again. He was fully expecting to get pushed again. And he knew for sure that none of this was going to work out. 

But sure enough, it did.