My Ex is A Star

VIP

That night, he gave me a VIP card so I can visit him if I want to. Honestly I lived only for this moment. My biggest dream since I join his fandom.

After work I met him at the entrance, he wore a hoodie and sunglasses. It must be his undercover. He said that he wanted to give that thing. At first, I didn't recognized his presence.

" Psst... " I heard someone whispered.

Untill I heard it several times. And someone seemed like calling me to go to there. I came cautiously and slowly.

" Oh my god, oh my god ! Edgie. You have to be like this ? Sorry. " I was surprised.

" Actually this is normal to me " He said.

" I'm so sorry that you must to be like this again. " I apologized.

" Totally normal, please. It's okay. By the way, I wanna give you this, I promised. " He took out the VIP card then gave it to me.

" Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you sooo much. You're too kind " I pleased.

" No problem. I'm so sorry but I have to go now. " He said.

" It's okay. Bye. Take care. " Farewell.

" Bye. Sorry. " He went back inside.

The next day, I planned something for him. Because he was so busy, and I care about him.

*knock* *knock*

I knocked then a music producer opened the door for me and asking me who I wanna see.

" I'm looking for Edgie Lawson. " I said

Then he called Edgie for me.

" Ed, someone need to see you. Maybe a special fan. " That guy called Edgie inside.

Edgy appears from his room. I'm happy now.

" Helena, how do u know my room ? " Edgy was confused.

" Haha, I know everything. " Faking a laugh.

" Please, come in. " Edgie welcomed me. So excited.

" It must be luxurious and stunning inside. " I expected.

" Yeah, probably. " He replied.

And I went in there and fascinated by the beautiful objects, music editor or something. Also that place was like a little dimly it.

" A bit of dark up here. " I commented.

" It makes me calm. But I can turn the lights on. " He offered.

" That's okay. It's calm and comfy, I know. " I said

Then I gave him the cupcakes and soft drinks to him.

" Remember the cheese burger ? " I said
"Yeah, why?" He was confused.
" These aren't cheese burger. But yeah, maybe you'll need this. I know you're tired and not doing anything for now. It's your break time, right ? " I explained.

" Yeah thanks. You care to me. Honestly, sometimes I don't sleep at all when making of the stuffs in here. Midnight always the worst. " He explained back.

" Oh gosh. Poor you. Tell me when u need me. How could u live like this ? " Showed off my caring side for him.

" It's alright. I'm okay. " He said.

" Can I stay here a moment to accompany you ? " I offered him.

"Course. I'm sure it will be fun. " He was happy to accept my offering.

He showed me a lyrics book and brought me a headset. He wanted me to listen to his brand new songs. I already excited before I'm in here. The music producer is in the other room.

" Here, check it out. " He put the headset on my head. I felt touched.

I opened the lyrics book and the whole his handwriting is really made me feel something I never felt before. And the music from headset made me cry a river.

" The lyrics... " My words out but I cried then.

" Why? What's wrong ? " He asked worriedly.

" N-No-Nothing. " I stammered down.

" What ? " He asked again.

" Your song... the lyrics... " I answered.

" Yeah ? " He was confused.

" It's so me. And it's amazing. " I compliment.

" Feel better. " He healed me up. And smiling.

" You know what? I have been like this since I joined your fandom. I listened to your songs, crying. And stalking your account all night. But I'm here, you're here. So. " I cried harder.

" Don't cry. I don't wanna see you cry. Please let me wipe your tears. " He got a tissue and wipe my tears dramatically.

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" Hey, it's okay now. " He smiled.

Minutes passed and I'm just here with him, talking about his new songs and the preparation for his new music video. He said it always take a long time to make it. Not over yet, there's still edits and the other stuffs.

" Um, it's late at night. I need to go home. Sorry. " I wanna go home now.
" Thanks for visiting me. I'm sorry if you feel that I'm too busy right now. " He said

" No, no. It doesn't right. Well... bye Edgie. I'm going home. " Waving at him and leaving.

" Bye. Be careful there. " He look into my eyes.

His eyes never let go of mine.

As always.