My Ex is A Star

You Are The Star

All the wounds I got, pissed me off. I always try to numb them all. Not even a single one to get recover.

After staying for too long, all these problems. Too many wounds and too many tears was wasted by. I can't take it anymore. This relationship had a bad effect to me and him.

I gave up.

I stopped to message him lately. Even though he did it in many times. Yes. I know that he worried about me and our relationship. But I think I need to stop this.

Tonight, I'll do it.
2.30 AM

•••
[on social media]

Me : Oh hi ! It's me again :)

Edgie : Ah dammit ! Where have you been?! I'm
           so panic

Me : There's something I wanna tell you

Edgie : Yeah, what happened? Tell me

And there was, my heart stop beating. Then I called him.

"You are the most beautiful person of my life. The first time you made me so in love was your music video, I saw your there. And then I started to explore your songs, your album. They're really amazing. We were so close at literally distance, but I thought that I won't be this close to you." I can't believe my mouth have made that preach.

Before he said a single word, I continued.
" You. I'm in love with you. Whenever I got upset or my day got messed up, I go watching your vids, seeing your pics and cuddling with your songs. You are idol. My best idol ever. " The sweat of my eyeballs started to flow.

" You are the star of my darkest night. "

I was little choked and he noticed that I was crying.

"Hey, you're crying don't you ? But... what are you talking about ?" Curiously and innocently.

" Let's go to the point. I mean, I mean... we're done Edgie. No more Hedgie. I know that we loves and cares each other but the situation now are not so good. " A lake was made by my tears. Yes I cried really hard.

" What are you even saying hunny? " He was totally confused.

" Yup. We're done. We're no longer in a special relationship. Bye. " I ended the call.

But he continued to message me

•••
[social media]

Edgie : Hunny, u okay?
Me : I'm fine. You want the reason right? My
        parents don't like our relationship and so
        do your fans. But it's okay, I got to used to
        it.

Edgie : Oh gosh, I'm really sorry of that kind
             of fans they're so annoying. But can u
            give me a chance to make impression to
             your parents?

Me : Cut it off. Don't be so guilty. It's all aren't
         your fault. My parents don't want our
         relationship anyway.
         Thank you so much
         for everything we've been through. ♥️

Edgie : Hey-

I turned off my phone. And he called me severely. I was asleep. My eyes were so swollen.