Love Myself

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In a social media, he texted me.

Edgie : "Hi. Helena"

In the morning I'm awake and look at that freaking thing. I was screaming, I got shook. It's annoying cos yesterday was so unbelievable. But today's just the same. Yeah, I wanna reply that later. First, I have to prepare to work. So I do all things I should do like usually. My head still won't let go of things last night.

I guess, I'm not gonna tell anyone about anything that connected with him. It'll be so viral, and I'm sure things will get messed up after that.

I've been known as a pretty decent girl. Today, I was changed. Smiling all day, and everyone asked.

" I just wanna be happier today. " Yeah, I do.

In break time, I said I wanna reply him. Let's do it, but what should I say? Confused, a bit. Taken time too long, finally I decided to reply that when at home.

Today I will looking for my favorite food. Mac 'n Chiz (mac and cheese). I really love it, the cream sauce, mozarella flood completed with pepperoni. All my activities in office end up in 6 pm. I'm just driving my tiny car into the place for getting my Mac 'N Chiz. Unfortunately, it was closed. Duh. Know that, I go to supermarket and finding cookies or snacks and the milk. Don't forget the milk, milk is my life.

Done with meals I'm just going to anywhere that I like, not doing anything. Just go around the city, enjoying the night sky, the lights, the cold air. Alone. I feel like that's so me, it's makes myself being the real me. When I think it's enough, I get back home. Sometimes there's a thought that saying how long this will continue. I don't know

Usually, I'm just sitting around at my bed in my room and snacking, while watching TV or listening to music. I love to doin that, especially weekdays.

*sigh*

Eh? Almost 10 now. Guess wut ?! I forget to reply him. Oh no !!! Well well well.

*typing*...*deleted*...*typing again and again*

After considering carefully, wisefully and full of tension, so I hereby declare :

Here it is, tee-hee.

Helena : "Hi too"

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