My Ex is A Star

Ours

Days changing into month and our relationship is getting so much better.
We got closer, and more more comfortable of each other. I didn't know that it shall happened.
The more that we getting together, the more that people curious about us, and that makes me so uncomfortable. I mean this relationship might be the unwanted one. And honestly I'm affraid.

On that day, I chat with him and asked him few serious questions.

Me : "Honey"
Edgy : "Wut?"
Me : "Actually there's something I wanna tell"
Edgy : "What's wrong? I'm here"
Me : "Listen. I worried about our relationship"
Edgy : "Like what?"
Me : "Our parents. Your fans. And the paparazzi out there. And honestly I feel so uncomfortable"
Edgy : "No. I'm here for you, I love u. Nothing wrong. Our loves is enough. No reason to be worry. We loving each other, we like each other"
Me : "I know but... I don't know"
Edgy : "Things will get better. I promise"
Me : "Sweet"
Edgy : "Be strong 😉"
Me : ☺
Edgy : ♥
Me : ♥

And I know that chat was not the best one. My hesitation of our relationship always torturing me.
I love him, but I'm not sure if the whole world, like his fans will accept it. Especially our parents. We didn't talk about it to our parents. At all.
And the worst part. Paparazzi is everywhere, since the first time we met. I know that they're part of a celeb, a star or else... But I don't care, they done too much for us. That's bad actually.

Yes, it's just a about few more days and he got a lot to do. Because the concert tour is almost started.

He's doing some preparation like packing things, managing passport and many rehearsal before the tour. And sometime I feel bad for him. But it's his job, and he said he loved it. I love him all the way.
And tonight he wants a little romantic dinner before the concert tour.
So I just wanna keep my mood is right on the place. And same as the beginning, I always nervous. Maybe because of he's a special person, it's like dating a star like him.

9pm
He said the dinner is on 9. And before that I made myself so damn beautiful, I don't wanna tell.
I'm here for the dinner, at the romantic cafe.
A little bit dark, slow song tuned, everything's awesome and I walked to our table that reserved.
And oh, I see him. I immediately noticed his new appearance. My favorite for tonight.
His dark blue t-shirt with super tight jeans fits him so much. I could see his nipples by the way, I love it. And guess what, he got a haircut and it's cute. My boobs is about to explode because his style fpr that night. I can't say anything to him at the moment. So stunned.

I took a sit. Not saying anything. I look at his face.

Minutes after it.

"Oh my God. ~  Oh my God" I finally put out a few words. And my butt wasn't warm enough.

"You like it?" He asked me with a wonderful face.

"Oh my Godness... My perfect angel... It's... you" I've not finished being stunned by him. My mouth was so stiff at the moment. Somehow.

"Hi, you look pretty. Your lips is different" He said sweet words as usually and I don't know what's really going on.

"Damn, I don't care. You're so gorgeous, sweetie. What's happened to you tonight? You just killed me !" I started to gave him a real me.

"Thanks. And you're welcome, but I think you're better. By the way, love the new hair?" He asked for an opinion.

"Your hair... your look for tonight...  I think I'm love... again... sweetie" I got lost.

Then he hold my palms on the table, our eyes having a private meeting. We are so excited. And we enjoyed it from the beginning.

"But first, we need to order the menu" He seemed hungry, and also me.