My Ex is A Star

Bad Day

So many things that happened to me. In fact, everytime I listened to his songs, something's different in my heart that I never felt before. It's weird actually. But I have to really used to it. Friends with your own idol. OMG. And maybe he feel it too in his heart? What would happen??

He said that he will be here in Saturday. So I can't wait anymore. I wanna see him again.
And today is already Friday. Tomorrow is the day.

Friday

Today is my bad day. Poor me.
The another Friday, not a special day.
It was a little rain outside here, I walked to office.

Accidentally, I slipped away from the stairs in the entrance of my office. Damn ! Not hurt but my outfit is wet now and a little bit of messy and dirty. Then when I get into my room, my boss was there and seeing around. And she was like kinda angry.

" Oh gosh, what the hell is happened here?! Hel !! " She yelled at me. Shame on me.

" I'm so sorry for this Mrs. Diana. I'm sorry. " Dammit.

" I don't wanna see this ! But next time u should be more careful, okay ? " She forgave me that day.

" Okay, Mrs. Boss. I will. " I said. Poor me.

I'm so shy as hell. I tryna calm down myself, take a sit for a while and take a deep breath for a minute.

I was looking for my phone in my bag. Guess what ?!

I left my phone,

*ARGGGHH*

I forgot, I left it when charging that phone. One whole day without my phone,so unlucky, I wanna cursing all day. I wanna cry, I was angry and I don't know what else.

Then, today my tasks are so many not like the other Friday. Perfectly perfect day. I wish that I never be born today.

I was crying...

Okay. It's all done. Finished for today. All tasks finished. Home. Just going home.

6 pm

I'm still pretty upset due to this morning.
My heart is so messed up, really messed.
I don't wanna eat anything or else. I don't wanna do anything. I don't wanna live right now.

I'm going home. So sad, and depressed.
And when I was in my room, I checked my phone. Edgy texted me.

Edgie : "Tomorrow night. U can?"

...

Helena : "Sorry I didn't reply you in a long time. I left my phone at home. Tomorrow night, yes"

Edgie : "Okay, but there's something I wanna tell you in the park"

Helena : "Okay, 7.30 pm yeah?"

Edgie : "Yup. I'll be waiting"

Helena : "😊"

It's so funny because I forget that tomorrow is gonna be my day. Edgie will be here, and I'm always excited. Although today is my bad day I still wanna make him happy tomorrow.

Not long after that, my boss also text me. She gave me more tasks to do in home, and it must be finished tonight, OMG what a perfect day. She told that's not my punishment, it's just another tasks.

I'm doing it while listening to Edgie's songs, guess I get more addicted to them. I always do it anytime that I like. It makes me feel better. And now so much better. I didn't eat anything for tonight, but I got my Strawberry Milk in the fridge. GOSH, YAS.

So tired of today, I can't wait for tomorrow. Then, after I finished all of them, I wrote something in my diary. "Bad Day".