Vanessa's point of view
Last night went really well for Sasha. She was able to speak to her students and teach them all about forex. She spoke in a way that I could also understand even though I didn't have a clue about forex before. She was so persuasive that I even wanted to invest in it but laziness took over me after she started teaching more about it. She was very easy to listen to. She was calm and confident when she spoke and that actually turned me on. The face that she made when she was teaching and answering questions was sexy. Her first lesson was a success. I was really happy for her.
She literally squeezed me into a hug telling me how she never thought she could pull through. Eventually yesterday ended again with intense kissing. We were on her bed and I could feel her hard lean body against me. Her hands under my clothes feeling on my skin. The feeling of tearing her clothes off almost clouded me till I remembered that I had to tell her that I was a virgin.
Today I woke up and went through my hygiene routine. I then went to the kitchen to see Mira again. I told her all about last night and how close I was to losing my virginity to Sasha.
"From the looks of things both of you are definitely sexually attarcted to each other on a serious level", Mira commented,"do you want to give her your virginity"
"I don't know Mira. I'm so confused. I wanted to keep myself for marriage but whenever Sasha kisses me I get so confused. I get so lost in lust and passion. Her kisses Mira",I sigh,"they make pleasure take full control over me. I just want more and more. I feel like letting her take me wherever and however she wants. But I'm just so scared"
"Well are you really scared of losing yourself to Sasha before marriage or you're just scared of the pain you think you'll feel once you're broken?"
Silence.
Her question was really logical. What exactly was I scared of? I didn't even know myself. I had to think this through. I had to get my mind together. I had to know what I wanted. I had to think.
"Ok if you can't answer that. Have you pictured yourself marrying that guy Samuel?"
"No" I say honestly. I never saw anything in him.
"Have you pictured marrying Sasha"
Silence.
The silence answered her question and she nods knowingly. And smiles slightly at me "baby girl you're not scared of losing your virginity to Sasha if that's the case. You're just scared of either one of 2 things; that she'll leave you or the pain you'll feel during sex"
She was right. Completely right. I didn't understand how an old woman like her could know all these things. I was grateful though. She always hit the spot when we talked. I loved her for that. I knew that I had to think this through.
"Just think about it dear",she says as if hearing my thoughts. I nod and hug her. I pull back and ask out of curiosity.
"So you actually feel pain if you are a virgin?"
"You feel it for a few seconds but the rest feels good"
I was about to ask another question but Sasha gets inside the kitchen. Her eyes land on me and smiles widely. Her smile makes my stomach spin. She comes around to hug Mira.
"Hey Mira. Did you sleep well?"
"Yes I did darling, did you?"
"Like a baby",she says as her eyes meet mine. My heart starts beating fast because of the intensity of her grey eyes. She hugs me too and I'm covered in her cologne and hard body.
Kill me now.
"How did you sleep",she carressed the side of my face and I felt myself shiver. I smiled up at her as I hold her hand thats on my face leaning in and encouraging her. I loved her touch so much. I wanted her touch so badly. Not on my cheek but all over my body. Everywhere. Touching me. Claiming me as her grey eyes looked at me with passion in them.
"I slept alright babe.",she smiled satisfied as she whilsted heating up her breakfast. Again I was watching her graceful movements. She was so entertaining to watch. Even the small actions she made. I turned to Mira and she was looking at me amused with her eyes wide.
Sasha sat down and ate her breakfast. She was talking with Mira. Laughing every now and then but all I could see was her strong hands. Her aura. Her eyes. Her lips. How the suit hugged her nicely, shaping her fit body. Eventually she stood up and she pecked me so fast before leaving the kitchen.
"You seriously need to get laid", Mira said after she had left.
"What? Why?",I laugh a bit.
"Both of you are screaming sex. I can feel the love, it was there but I can also feel her torture.. yours too",she states.
"What torture?"
"The way she looks at you. She needs you and you need her too but there's a blockage. Have you told her you're a virgin?"
"Not yet"
"You have to"
"I will don't worry Mira",I stand up heading out to have breakfast at the table. As the day went by I watched movies,had ice cream and contemplated about what Mira had said. I had to tell her that I was a virgin but what would she think? Virgins these days are underrated and it bores the shit out of me.
Samantha came to visit me and we spoke and caught up on everything. I told her all about Sasha and she ended up coming to terms with the fact that I'm in love with her. She still wanted to see Sasha though so she stayed till late at night. My father and mother arrived and I knew Sasha had too. I was right because I saw her enter the kitchen. I greeted my parents and they said they were going to have dinner in bed.
I went with Samantha and we saw her gulping a 500ml bottle of mineral water,she turned around and saw us. Her eyes opened wide when she saw Samantha,a look of recognition flashed in her eyes and I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. I turned to Samantha who was frozen. Her eyes were open wide and she also looked like she also had recognized Sasha.
"Sasha?",she says. Sasha's eyes turn cold and she clenches her jaw fisted her hands.
"You",she says under gritted teeth.
I'm confused. What the hell is going on here?
"You two know each other?",I ask still curious.
"Her and I dated when we were 18", Samantha speaks for the both of them and I felt like I got hit by a car. What!? My best friend and the love of my life were once in a relationship? This couldn't be happening. No. This couldn't be true.
