A Summer That Won't Be Forgotten {ON HOLD}

1: Best Friend

Hi! I'm Mia and I live in Louisiana with my best friend Aaron, yes he is "The Aaron Carpenter". I've been best friends with Aaron since kindergarden. I've grew up with Aaron, helped him start vine, watched him become internet famous, and have been beside him and supported him all the way.

He's getting bigger and bigger in the world, and it scares me because I can't help but think that he will leave me and forget about me. He's had a few different tours looking at him, Reality Dance, Sunstaion, and a few more. I'm really happy for him, maybe happier for him than he is for his self. I just have those worries, I just really need him in my life. He has keep me here this long, I just need him so much.

Aaron going on another tour just brings up so many memories of Magcon. My mom wouldn't allow me to go on the Magcon tour with Aaron and my heart broke without him here.

I was use to getting bullied. People made fun of me at school on a daily basis, but when Aaron was at school with me, it didn't seem to matter. I had my best friend by my side and anything anyone said about me or to me, didn't matter. Then when Aaron left for Magcon, and I couldn't go, everything started to change, I was no longer that girl that didn't care what people said. Anything anyone said, hit me like a train, I couldn't take it without him by my side. I started self harming, I let everything get to me, i didn't talk to anyone, I distanced myself from the world itself.

Aaron didn't want to leave me here alone, but I made him go. I told him that I would be strong enough on my own, that he needed to go and make his career happen. After what seemed like weeks of convincing Aaron that I would be alright, he finally agreed to go. He made me promise to call him every night and if anything ever happened and I need someone to talk, I called him no matter what time of day it was.

For the first three weeks I called him every night, talked to him when I needed someone. When something went wrong I didn't think twice about calling him. And then I just stopped calling as much, and Aaron thought things had gotten better at school, but they hadn't, they had got ten times worse. People started hurting me, it just wasn't words anymore. I didn't tell Aaron cause I knew he would leave Magcon right then. And I didn't want him to leave. Sure, I wanted him to help me, but his career always came first in my head.

When I started to avoid Aaron, he had one of his other friends from school keep a watch on me. One day I went into the locker rooms and grabbed my blade from my bag, and sliced my wrist a couple of times, I just sat there and cried. As I started to get up to clean the blood up, Nick, Aaron's friend, came into the locker room and asked me why, I ended up telling him everything. I tried to talk him out if telling Aaron but I knew it was useless. Aaron had me flown out to San Diego, where Magcon was being held at, at the time, to finish the tour out with him. At first I was iffy about going, I mean at this point of the tour my mom didn't care what I done, she was alway either high, drunk, or overdosed on pills. She had never been like this before and I wondered why now?

After San Diego was over there was only 4 stops left. I worried about where I would go when I got home, would have to go back to my mother? Would I be on the streets? Could I stay with Aaron?

Aaron's mom, Becky, was like my second mother, she cared about me like she cared for her own children. She was the mother I could never have.

All of these thoughts are bringing up so many bad memories. I just don't want them to happen again. And I want to be able to be beside Aaron when he's on tour. But I just can't keep making him put my life before his. He has bigger and better thing to do than set and worry about me.

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Okay please please comment what you thought. I just got the idea for a story and started going with it. I usually write all my fan fictions in a notebook and them type them but I'm not this one so it's a little different so if it doesn't sound okay at first bare with me.

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