Hamilton One shots and Stuffs

Lin x Reader

Care by BriBry (bry)
Child name= C/n

I'd be lying if I said I never thought of dying alone
But I'm so vulnerable to just about everyone
And only one friend knows me
I sigh when another year is over
Where I've so little to account for
Oh what happened to the days of being happy?

"Lin, I live alone with my two cats, I am literally never going to find love," I mumble into his sweater. 

"I live alone with my dog...." He responded, his hand running though my hair, "so soft.."

I chuckled at his drunk silliness. He always knew how to make me laugh, even if it was at the expensive of his liver. 

It was new years eve, and Lin and I spent the final hours at the top of his apartment building, sitting on a blanket and looking at the fireworks. I had been complaining about being cold earlier, so the most logical solution was for Lin to pull me onto his lap, his head had been resting on my shoulder, until I decided that his stomach was a better pillow for me and I slid down his body. 

I actually felt at peace for a little while, the stars and the fireworks lighting up the sky, taking all my worries all away. I liked being with Lin, I was happy with him. 

If I told you what I'm feeling
Do you promise me you'll stay?

We were quiet for awhile, the two of us on a cold roof top, wrapped up in each others arms, coddled by the blankets and stars around us.

"Hey, Y/n?" Lin whispered.

"Yeah?" I looked up at him, his brown eyes lit up as another firework went off. I could see his face for just a moment before the rooftop was in darkness again. He looked perfect. 

"If I told you something, will you promise you won't hate me?" 

"Lin, I could never hate you."

"Good because I love you."

When we were little
Did you think you would be
Living in the middle
With someone like me
I won't care for myself
I can't care for myself

I remember a time when we were younger, on the playground at night. He would come sneak me out of the house. We would play this game, a sort of role play, we pretended to be these characters kind of game. We were all superheros, and so we all have these secret identities, and my character and Lin's were married in our world. 

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Years have passed since that night on the rooftop, and as I stood in my kitchen, chopping up some vegetables, a cat next to me, watching my every move, I thought back to that game on the playground. I never thought that it would become sort of my reality. 

I jumped slightly when Lin wrapped his arms around my waist, head on my shoulder. I was taken away from my thoughts, back to him. 

"Lin, Love, you're  still sick and I don't want whatever you have."

"So I won't kiss you."

"You are literally two inches away from my face." 

I'll try to be a little bit stronger
'Cause if I'm waiting any longer
There'll be no souls beside me
Be mine; I will appreciate your beauty
You'll doubt you ever even knew me
Oh I just want to make you happy

"Mommy..." I felt a tiny hand shaking my shoulder, and looking behind me I saw my daughter. Her hair was a mess, her blanket was being dragged on the floor.

Seeing her like this woke me up almost instantly, "What's wrong, baby? Nightmare?"

She nodded her head and I sighed. I patted the bed next to me and she hopped right up, slightly annoying me when she moved herself between me and Lin. 

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I was woken up once again, this time by Lin kissing my forehead. 

"I made breakfast, its in the kitchen for whenever you want to eat, and I already got C/n on the bus." He whispered, a small smile on his face. 

"Not that I don't enjoy you being an amazing husband, why did you do all that?" I asked him, who had been trying to kiss me for the last few moments .

"Because I love you," he kissed me one last time before he left for the day. 

When we were little
Did you think you would be
Living in the middle
With someone like me
I won't care for myself
I can't care for myself
I will be just so much better
I will love you so much more

"Lin, please, its time to leave," I was sitting behind him, his head in my lap. It was a warm day, we were spending the day at the park. C/n was running around with the dog while Lin tried to write some new lyrics for his new musical. 

"How does "look into your eyes and the sky's the limit' sound? Is it too cheesy?" He wasn't really asking me a question, just wondering aloud.

"How does "its time to go home" Sound?" I sassed back. 

"I just wanna finish this song," he paused to look up at me, "I wanna make sure this whole thing will be perfect."

I sighed, looking around at the sunny park, "Lin, I'm sure everything will be perfect because everything you do is perfect."

He looked away from my, burying his face in my stomach. He mumbled something I couldn't make it out, so I asked him.

"I said 'not as perfect as you.'"