For most of her life, She's lived apart from her family instead she lived with the Calaveras because she had her issues with her mother who only wanted one child. so to protect her, her father sent her to live with his distant family, Araya, an old...
I was up early this morning watching the sun come up, Scott was laying in bed next me without his shirt on, and I was reliving what happened last night.
~flashback~
I didn't realize how close we were until his lips were on mine and the only thing I was completely sure about was that I was kissing him back. I felt his pain and I knew exactly what we were doing and what it meant but I was okay with it because I was broken too.
~end of flashback~
I looked around the room I leaned forward and picked up my bra that was right beside the bed and slipped it on grabbed my shirt that was hanging on his lamp, I threw it on and sat looking at me feet.
~flashback~
he kissed down my neck and gently he lifted my shirt, taking it off. When the shirt was off his kissed my lips once more. He pulled away and took off his shirt, I leaned up and kissed his lips,not getting enough of him. We were kissing sitting up and Scott changed that my laying me down and kissing down my chest.
~end of flashback~
I shook my head trying to stop myself of thinking of it. I looked at Scott, who was still asleep, he looked peaceful like his heart wasn't broken and the love of his life wasn't gone. I stood up and pulled on my pants.
~flashback~
I flipped us over and now I was the one kissing his chest, down his abs and over his defined v-line. We were both in our underwear and when I was about to pull his down he pulled me up and kissed me flipping us in the process. I moaned his name and his left sloppy kisses down my torso, he put the blanket on top of us and I don't know how he got our underwater off but he thrusted into me softly groaning then kissing me.
~end of flashback~
I walked to the door, and I looked back at him once more. I closed my eyes and focused on Allison. "I'm sorry," I whispered before walking out of his bedroom. Like my dad I left scott a note I knew facing him would be weird so I chose not to. I called stiles who picked me up without asking any questions and took me to his house.
"I'm leaving beacon hills" I said when I stepped into his room.
"What?" He asked sitting in his bed looking up at me.
"There's nothing keeping me here, the reason I came back was to be with my sister and now she's gone, Aiden's gone"
"I'm so sorry," stiles told me not looking me in the eyes.
"Why are you apologizing?" I asked him. "You didn't kill them, I never thought you did. Don't blame yourself for it."
"But it was my fault,"
"I've seen what you were going through, I felt everything that you felt, I felt the pain you were in trying to fight it and I felt the guilt you still feel when the nogitsune took over and did all those terrible things, I remember feeling the pain you were in when the nogitsune spilt you guys. I felt everything stiles and I know that what happened wasn't your fault." I pulled him into a hug. "You're my best friend stiles and I could never blame you for what happened to Aiden and Allison but I need to leave beacon hills for me,"
"Will you come back?"
"I'm not sure"
I hugged him one last time before getting out of his Jeep, I got him to drop me off and my apartment. "I love you stiles," I told him.
"I love you too," he told me we both knew that we loved each other like brother and sister and nothing would change that. I slowly walked into the apartment looking straight ahead, I could see Allison bedroom door and like always I felt drawn to it. I made my way to the door, I was scared to open it but I did, slowly the door opened and I stayed at the door way, looking in. All her stuff was there like she was going to walk in at any moment. She had a bag of twizlers in her desk because that was her favourite study snack her books stayed next the the bag, her note book was open and I could see the writing of whatever homework she was working on. I looked to her dresser where she had her duffel bag of nonlethal weapons. I looked at her bed messily made because we were always in a rush. Her closet door was open showing me her clothes she once told me her wardrobe changed a lot after she met Lydia. For a first time since she was gone I stepped into her bedroom. I looked at the bulletin she had on her wall, there was pictures of all of her friends One with her and stiles, Many with her and Lydia and a lot with Scott she had a bowling receipt on the wall.
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It brought water to my eyes seeing all of them together, they all look so happy and now there world will never be the same. I looked to the frame beside it there was a picture that made me smile. It was a picture of me and her, one of our first ever since I got back. I took it off the wall and touched her face. I sat on her bed looking at the image, and I wished we had more time together and I wished that I was there to save her. I left her room taking the picture with me and I went to my room, I didn't have anything on the walls, but I remembered the painted I had on my night stand I grabbed that and packed a duffle bag of clothes. I was about to leave the apartment when I remembered, I turned around and walked to his office, it was still trashed but I needed to get something from it, something important, and it was on the dresser by the wall. I reached for it, the feeling of it in hand hand, it gave me comfort like she was with me and I grabbed the pouch of arrows beside it. I rubbed my thumb on her initials I guess she was still doing that. I put it in my bag and walked out of the apartment I looked back before shutting the door behind me. There was no going back now, and I got on my bike and headed to New York.
