I'm being stalk by a vampire.....( 5sos )

Broken

I stared at him

I wanted him to explain why my mother death and why he killed her

" Calum I will never for give for my mothers death ."

I stared him in the eye he shift nervously not looking me in the eye then he let everything out

" I killed your mother cause she was not going to love you like a mother daughter relationship , she was going to put you in an orphanage and I couldn't let her , she was also kill you if the other plan never work so I killed her for your Heath , I needed you alive and your alive because of me I'm sorry last night I get mad by you and I took it out on You did stab me with a knife I know I'm a monster ,I just can't control it ."

I look at my hands thinking , about everything

Just going over my head

My mother was going to kill me I blamed him but

He killed her

But he saved me

I didn't notice I was crying until Calum pulled me into a hug

I was broken

I cried into his chest

" Sh sh Sam it's ok I got you ."

I cried harder as he rocked me he was scared and heartfelt

I sat up wiping my tears I look out the window seeing rain falling I smiled

The sky is crying with me , I turned my head and reach for Calum's hand

I never thought I say this but it's the truth

" Thank you but I still can't forgive you , I might be your mate but I can't love you yet I'm stilled scared of you but I'm just a crazy person who does stupid things I'm sorry ."

He smiled I never saw him smile

" It's ok I'll wait don't say sorry ."

" Why?."

" I hurt you I should apologies for what I've done but I'm a monster who can hurt you ."

He said touching my right cheek

" I don't want to hurt you ."

" You already have , Calum ."

And with that he got up and kissed my hand and walk away out of the room I stared out the window watching the rain

I'm still scared of him I'm not staying here forever

I look at my hands I say the sun turn to dark I got up changing into the white dress

I might be killing my self but

I need to go home

I walk to the door hearing laughter

And Calum laughing I'm going to miss him I got my thoughts off from him and lock the door I opened the window seeing its a little damp I kick out the screen and jump out

I ran as fast as I can sprinting away from the hospital in the white dress I saw the sky running free I ran threw the woods

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