chapter 12

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Harry POV

"Louis", I mutter as I wake up next to him. He's playing with my hair. 

"Good morning, love", he whispers. 

I smile and he leans in closer. I stare in his beautiful blue eyes, our foreheads touch slightly. He's so beautiful.

He leans in and his lips brush against mine. I enjoy the touch of our lips. He waits a few seconds, brings his hands to my hair and then finally smashes his lips on mine. 

After a few moments our lips start moving. They move perfectly in sync. He deepens the kiss and bites softly on my lip, causing me to moan. It's the perfect opportunity for him to slip his tongue inside of my mouth, I taste every bit of his mouth and he tastes so good.

He pulls away. "Wow", I whisper. He pecks my lips, "Wow indeed", he whispers against my lips.

An annoying sound is bothering me and after a few moments I realize that it's my alarm and that it was all a dream. I dreamt about Louis and I dreamt about him kissing me. I dreamt of kissing my best friend.

I guess he's a bit more than a best friend to me.

I decide not to bring up the dream to anyone because my feelings for Louis will never be returned. 

He doesn't like me the way I like him, and honestly I can't blame him. He has gone through so much with his last boyfriend, he'd probably never trust anyone with his heart again, scared they'd break it again. And I completely understand that, I'd do the same.

I wish he liked me the way I like him.

Louis POV

Harry, Harry, Harry, Harry is constantly on my mind. 

I even had a dream about him last night, not just a dream. We were on a date, he took me to a cute and romantic restaurant and we had a candlelit dinner. We had the cliché dinner and movie date but it was perfect and when he dropped me off at my house he kissed me! He kissed me and it was the best kiss of my life. 

I was gutted when I woke up and found out it was just a dream. I wish it was reality.

He is definitely more than a best friend to me but I could never admit it, he won't return the feelings. I am truly, madly and deeply in love with him but I know he doesn't feel that way about me. I'm just his friend.

I wish he liked me the way I like him.

Harry POV

"LEWIS", I yell as I walk towards him. "HAROLD", he replies and I embrace him. I love his hugs, they're so warm and his smaller body fits perfectly in mine.

"Happy 16th birthday Haz!", he says after we pull away. He hands me a present, "Thank you Lou."

I open the present and I see it's a notebook. When I open it I see things written in it and I see pictures of us. 

"They are pictures of us and my favorite memories of us", he says shyly.

I pull him in a hug again. "Thank you so much, Louis, I love it", I smile. 

"Really? I thought you would find it weird or cliché", he says, still insecure. 

"Of course not! If you made it, I'd always love it. Thank you for this, it means a lot to me."

He smiles and we walk to school.

"Harry, mate! Happy birthday!", Zayn and Liam run towards us and embrace me awkwardly. Hugs aren't really their thing. 

They have changed a lot, they really have. They are actually great lads, the way they acted was all fake, Zayn told us. He never wanted to hurt anyone and neither did Liam. I'm glad they aren't like that anymore. 

They're great friends but no one could ever top Louis.

They hand me their present, a gift card to have dinner and see a movie.

"For you and a girl", they say, making me feel uncomfortable. 

"Um yeah about that", I start. They look at me confused and Louis looks at me, nodding to encourage me, he knows exactly what I'm about to do.

"Actually, I'm- I'm gay", I say, blood rushing to my cheeks. What are they gonna say? 

They look at me surprised but then they smile. Zayn pulls me in for a hug.

"For you and a boy then", he says and Liam nods. "So you guys don't mind?", I ask nervously.

"No of course not! Why would we mind? It doesn't change anything", Liam replies and I feel relieved. "Thanks guys", I say and smile widely.

"I have a confession too", Louis says and he smiles slightly at me. 

"I'm gay too", he whispers. Liam hugs him and I pat his back. "Same goes for you Louis", Zayn says.

"Group hug!", Liam yells and I hug my friends tight. 

I'm so grateful for these guys.


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A/N.

Hi ! I hope you like this chapter as always. I promise the story is getting better from here. Please vote and comment if you like it, it would mean the world to me. Thank you for reading this story.

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