The Secret's

ch- 17" it's okay nana"

I woke up and I was tied to a chair I look next to me on the floor was Nana sitting asleep with a blanket holding my hand the door started to open I see that Jace, Tyler and Mom walking in I couldn't even  look at there faces so I just look down at Nana's dry tears on her face you said under your breath.You- I can't even have a normal fucking life with my daughter. Even tho they all heard you.Ace- why don't you talk to us.You- cuz the truth hurt's.Jace- how if truth hurts do lies-.Mom slap jace in the back of the head. Jace- OW! That hurts.Ace- so what happened when I left. You- YOU WERE NOT THERE FOR ME NONE OF YOU! I lost Aj they all think oh she died in a car crash no she did not cuz I saw her die it was my fault that she died.tears run down my face it hurt it made a big hole in my heart when that happened.

Flashback of AJ's death

We were going to the hospital cuz her water broke we got in the hospital and went straight in a room she started to go into labor they took Nana out that was when the monitor went crazy and a flat line was heard I stayed there until they ask me.Doct- are you going to keep it or put it for adoption. I look at Nana's big blueishgreen eyes and you finally had words.You- I will keep it.they ask a bunch of questions about what was the baby's name going to be you said Ariana Joy Hernandez Nana stayed in the hospital while you went to Aj's funeral nobody new.

End of flashback

I was remembering about that day that I started crying I didn't even now I was crying until Nana said.A- daddy did they hurt you cuz I will hurt them.You- its okay Nana.I told them all of it my mom had guilt spread all over her face you heard that Nana was singing one of your favorite sad songs  you join her in the song let me down slowly by Alec Benjamin

This night is cold in the kingdom
I can feel you fade away
From the kitchen to the bathroom sink and
Your steps keep me awake

Don't cut me down, throw me out, leave me here to waste
I once was a man with dignity and grace
Now I'm slipping through the cracks of your cold embrace
So please, please

Could you find a way to let me down slowly?
A little sympathy, I hope you can show me
If you wanna go then I'll be so lonely
If you're leaving baby let me down slowly

Let me down, down
Let me down, down
Let me down, let me down
Down, let me down, down
Let me down
If you wanna go then I'll be so lonely
If you're leaving baby let me down slowly

Cold skin, drag my feet on the tile
As I'm walking down the corridor
And I know we haven't talked in a while
So I'm looking for an open door

Don't cut me down, throw me out, leave me here to waste
I once was a man with dignity and grace
Now I'm slipping through the cracks of your cold embrace
So please, please

Could you find a way to let me down slowly?
A little sympathy, I hope you can show me
If you wanna go then I'll be so lonely
If you're leaving baby let me down slowly

Let me down, down
Let me down, down
Let me down, let me down
Down, let me down, down
Let me down
If you wanna go then I'll be so lonely
If you're leaving baby let me down slowly

And I can't stop myself from falling down
And I can't stop myself from falling down
And I can't stop myself from falling down
And I can't stop myself from falling down

Could you find a way to let me down slowly?
A little sympathy, I hope you can show me
If you wanna go then I'll be so lonely
If you're leaving baby let me down slowly

Let me down, down
Let me down, down
Let me down, let me down
Down, let me down, down
Let me down
If you wanna go then I'll be so lonely
If you're leaving baby let me down slowly

If you wanna go then I'll be so lonely
If you're leaving baby, let me down slowly

We both ended the song to see everyone in the room crying you finally ripped the ropes and hug Nana they were shook and surprise we were hugging on the floor until of course Alex has to ruin the moment.Alex- can I hug my niece please I won't hurt her.I let go of her and she walk up to Alex and gave him a hug.Alex- that's why you always cuddle cuz she so warm.you smile and she ran too you and got on your back.You- let's go before they torcher us ok. You got up and left the room you went to your room and fill the tub with water for Nana she saw and ran out of the room. You- can someone stop little Nana. I yell and the person that I never wanted to see came in with nana I couldn't believe he was there.Cole- does this belong to you little brother. He is my older brother he left us he cause Haiden's death I quickly grabbed Nana and I took off her cloths and went to the tub and put her in I turned around and he was still there I wash her body and her and put on her PJs and gave her bottle and put her in my bed.You- can you at least take care of her while I shower. Cole- so now I babysit but OK. I ran to the shower wash my body and came out in a towel and ran to my closet and change in shorts  Cole was gone I turned off the lights and went to sleep with Nana cuddle up to me.