The boy who doesn't give up
To live the life you live astonishes me. To live a life where not even people in your own community understands you, that's something I'd never be able to do.
You see what you want and you get it. You don't think twice about it, you want it so you find out everything you can to get it. You have goals that you continuously work towards. You don't want to give up something you work so hard for so instead you work yourself restlessly so you don't have to give up.
I wish you didn't do that, I wish you knew when it was time to take a break from life and focus on yourself. Because it IS okay to focus on yourself.
You think about life in a different way than everyone else. Most people would find solution 1 and stick with it, you find solution 1, 2, 3, and 4, and pick the one that suits everyone the most.
We both agreed that we get attached too easily, something we both need to work on. Trusting people, but not to the point of letting them break you only after a week. That's something we'll work on together, through time. Because I know we have all the time in the world to figure our shit out.
Make sure you always do your checklist, squish,
