Taekook♥

View of him Pt 2

P.O.V~ None/Authors/Jungkook
Date: September 30th

Tossing and turning in his bed, Jungkook picks up his phone, his phone reads, 4:58 AM. He hasn't been able to sleep at all, he couldn't stop thinking.

Why do I HAVE to be gay ?
I don't wanna be like this.
I wanna be normal.
...but I can't help it.
he thought.

Jungkook decides to just get up and go in the shower because he can't fall back asleep and to distract him of his thoughts. He hasn't been able to sleep for days, though he still looks like himself, beautiful as ever.

He grabs his towel, heading to the shower. He then goes in the shower while soaking and drowning himself with all the water in his face, still trying to distract himself from his thoughts.

You fag.
Leave.
You don't deserve to live.
Your gay.
No one wants you .
Just go die already.

[a/n: not actually drowning guys....im not going to make him try to kill himself..........in the second chapter :)]

Jungkook realizes that he's crying but he used to it after all, he's so weak because of this issue. After he's done washing himself, he gets out of the shower.

Jungkook then goes to his closet and picks his fitted pants with holes and sweatshirt, which was easy and simple like he always wears. [a/n: visual if needed on top]

No one is home as usual, no family or anything. His parents are in large buisness so his parents are always traveling. So, most of the time he is alone.

Most of his life is just laying down on his bed and keeping busy with his school work and phone. He doesn't have any friends because everyone is afraid of him, though he is very attractive and all the girls love him he never shows interest because, he is gay. No one could ever find out this secret, he rather die than tell anyone.

Jungkook decided to go downstairs to make himself some breakfast. After he's done making & eating breakfast, he decides to start heading to school early, puts his shoes on, and leaves.

Jungkook decides to get on his phone and watches a funny moments video about GOT7 because they're hilarious, while he was starting walking to school.

He is going to a idol school for dance and singing but he knows everyone from the area and where everything is so he knows everything about the school, teachers, and area.

While watching the video, Jungkook stops for a second, laughing at the hilarious thing that Jackson did on the video.

He feels that someone is staring at him.

He then turns around and finds a boy just standing and staring.

 He had brown eyes, a cute nose, fluffy hair and a nice body. He was very attractive and Jungkook couldn't help but say something because it was physically hurting him to stare and let the boy stare at him, he just way too perfect. He looks like he just saw a ghost or something.

Jungkook decides to say something because he couldn't stand this anymore. "Hello.." he says, waving his hand in the air trying to get the others attention but not getting his attention right away, "..What's you're problem?" Jungkook says, trying to say it as nice as possible because he wants to be nice to this boy but it comes out rougher than expected.

"S-s-sorry" the boy says stuttering with a slight pink to his cheeks. The boy then turns around and looks like he was heading to his car.

Before Jungkook could let him go he has to know his name. He needs to know his name.

"Hey stalker kid ! You new around here ?" he asks playfully, trying to get the boy to react a little.

The boy turns around and you could tell something was just set off a little bit. "My name is Taehyung, and yes I'm new around the neighborhood, why ?" hearing a little of anger in the others voice.

"Just wondering Taehyung....My name is Jungkook." he says. Then decides to give the other boy a wink. Making the other blush a little.

His name ....
is beautiful
it's fits how he looks
how he acts...

Different.
Unique.
Amazing.
Beautiful.

Jungkook thought.

They were staring at each other till Taehyung decides to break it and says "I have to go...b-bye" practically running to his car.

Jungkook remains focus on his phone to show the boy that he wasnt a big deal but to him that was not true at all, he's so perfect. 

Jungkook laugh at my thoughts.

I can't believe this is happening to me.
Already.
What the hell.

Whatever.
better use it to my advantage.
... Maybe it isn't bad to be gay.

Jungkook thought beginning to walk and watch his video again.

I will get to know him more....
he says to himself.

A/N: hey guys, im sorry for the horrible update. life is happening :) but im going to try to create as fast and much as possible. sorry for my grammar also.
love you guys and hope you forgive me for the horrible chapter.
i got no jams :(
see you next time
xoxo ♥