The Wonders [Short Stories]

Lonely

I feel so alone.

I feel so alone without him by my side. Every moment passes and I'm filled with sadness, and overcoming my happiness is it's plan.

I can't rant to anyone, I can't even say anything without someone not understanding, saying "You can do it" when I feel drained.

I feel so drained, so emotionally destroyed, my heart is filled with so much love for him but he's not here.

I know he loves me too, he says he loves me more than I love him and he says it all the time.

It's times like these when he can't text me or talk to me that I feel at my lowest.

The songs he suggests are my closest companions, they bring me comfort when he can't be around. I'm grateful for these songs, without them I'd be even more lost. A song I'd suggest to anyone is Cigarette Daydreams by Cage The Elephant.

Friends can only do so much when I need them, but he does so much more.

One word and I'm happy, one conversation and I'm in love.

I feel drained, destroyed, lonely.

I can feel his love from so far away, I can feel his loneliness from there. I know he misses me so much and I know he probably blames myself for this- for unwillingly leaving me.

I miss him... I miss him so much...

He says he'd try to talk to me when he can sneak on his phone but the more time goes by without him and I feel alone.

I love him and I don't know what I'd do without him.

He's my soulmate,
Mi compañero,
Mi novio.

He's all mine, and I'm his. I want him with me so bad... and he wants to be with me too.

I feel so lonely without him... I'd be complete with him, not without.

I'm his, and I'm lonely.

So lonely.

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