OP M.I.F.P (Sequel to I'm Not As Evil As You)

Right To Hell

Oh right, Shizuo remembered. Izaya still had his amnesia. It must've been weird for someone to wake up finding a stranger crying, hugging, and kissing them all of a sudden. "S-sorry, Izaya. I'll explain it to you lat-"

Izaya raised his eyebrows and sassily put a hand on his hip, leaning on one leg. "Oh, there's no need for explaining, Shizu-chan, dear," Izaya seethed as he narrowed his eyes coldly.

...

Shizuo and Shinra shot each other baffled looks. "H-huh?" Shizuo piped.

"Yesterday, you dumbass! Can't you remember?! That girl you kissed yesterday?! Right in front of my face! And you know what?! I don't even-I-" Izaya's risen voice cracked, and he hated the hot tears that were beginning to dash down his contorted face.

Now Shizuo and Shinra were abashed. The blonde, frightened, spoke up again, his voice shaking. "How do you remem-"

"HOW DO I REMEMBER?!?! YOU EXPECT ME TO FORGET ABOUT YESTERDAY?! YOU'RE SUCH A DOUCHEBAG, SHIZU-CHAN!! I DON'T JUST FORGET!! I... I'm not like you!" Izaya wiped his tears with his sleeve, then turned on his heel and began to leave when Shizuo immediately jumped into action, although his brain ached with every pound.

The words I'm not like you were surrounding Shizuo's poor mind, making him teeter all of a sudden. But he fought his dizziness and snatched Izaya's wrist, twisting it painfully so that the raven would turn around.

"No I won't forgive you! Is that what you expect?! Well, go jump off a building for all I care! Why don't you just go to that yellow-haired girl and get her to forgive you! Although I'm sure she-"

"IIIIZZZZAAAYYYAAA!!! JUST LISTEN!!" Shizuo screamed, his pupils going small. Izaya was so frikin' annoying! Why wouldn't he just shut up?!

Wait. This feeling was awfully similar. What was going on? Was he beginning to hate Izaya?! Again?!

No! Shizuo yelled mentally. Don't let your anger take over, idiot!

"Izaya," He huffed. "I. Love. You. It's that simple. Remember 3 years- I mean- yesterday? You were right. It was all part of Operation M.I.F.P. And I have nothing to do with it anymore. I promise. It's destroyed. No one's in it any longer. And that girl I kissed? She... Look, it was fake. I'm sorry if I confused you, Izaya, but... Think about me, won't you? Think about-about what I've been through, and how worried I was. You fell into a coma, Izaya. I was so scared-worse-I was guilty. So, so guilty. I lived in that guilt for 3 whole years. And when you woke up? They took me away. Away from

you. You got amnesia, and I was in the Insane Asylum. I don't really know what happened, but you got hit by a car. Think about how worried I was! You were dead. Literally dead. I brought you to Shinra, and... He brought you to life. Somehow. And now you... Remember from 3 years back, I think? But I still love you, ok? If you don't love me back then I'll..."

Shizuo violently ran his fingers through his hair, letting the tears fall down his face as he stared at the ground. Why wipe them away? They wouldn't stop anything.

But Izaya was silent. Was that really what happened?

How did I get stuck with such a crazy life? He thought.

Or maybe Shizuo was... Lying? After all, their relationship had been a huge lie. Yes, that was it. Shizuo was lying. "You're...you're crazy," Izaya replied in a whisper, backing off a bit. "I can see why they would put you in the asylum."

Shizuo's head snapped up. "It sounds crazy, I know!" He yelled, his voice high with determination, and his face taut with worry and anxiety. "But-but you can ask anybody! They'll all tell you the same thing!"

"You probably told them to tell me!" Izaya yelled back, glaring with a hot face.

"Why the hell would I do that?!"

"Because... You want me so bad, and there's a specific reason why but you're not telling me!"

"It's because I love you, Izaya! Why can't you understand that?!"

"Because I don't love you back! How do you expect me to love someone who cheats on me right in front of my face just for money?! You're frikin' broke!"

Shizuo's face fell. So Izaya didn't love him back. There. That was it. Without saying anything else, Shizuo suddenly turned on his heel and dashed out the door.

"Hey! Shizuo!" Shinra yelled, running after him. "Where are you going?"

Shizuo stopped, and then fell into a very scary smile. "Right to hell."