for the boy i had to let go

six

'cause my world keeps turning/and i'm not moving on/don't wanna give my heart away/to another stranger/or let another day begin/won't even let the sunlight in/
no, i'll never love again

i don't know if my newfound courage is coming from a place of fear of ever being hurt this much again or from a true place of strength.

i don't know the difference.

i think it's a mix of both.

and i don't know who is to blame: you or me.

but i think it's a mix of both.