Don't Hurt Me

Who do I choose?

Jenny POV

Somehow, I fell hard for both of these boys, Jacob, I've known him almost all my life, we had our first kiss before I left, he told me he loved me, I cried and cried over not being able to see him and when I finally do he comes off as a rude ass player. But Ray, he seems sweet, he was talking to me like I was the prettiest girl in the world, he was the only person who thought to help me up and actually talk to me, try and get to know me. Then again Jacob was my bestfriend...maybe we just need to start over, I mean, I guess it wasn't even all that bad. And Ray, I need to talk to that boy a little more, get to- gco.

"JENNY", yelled my english teacher Ms.Frazier as she slammed her stick onto my desk. 

"Uh? What?"

"This isn't your seat, you sit over there next to Jacob"

"Great..." I said under my breath

I walked over and sat down next to Jacob and turned my back to him.

"Whaaa? What did I do?" whispered Jacob.

"You know what you did, you know why I'm mad."

"I'm...I'm sorry. I don't know why I was so rude. I just wanted you, I missed you so much. I stayed in the corner of my room staring at the pictures me and you have been in together for the a whole month. I tried calling you but I guess yoou changed numbers. I tried to fly out there but I had joined MB and I couldn't leave. I need you Jenny...I love you. Please, forgive me."

"Jacob...I forgive you. But...your friend R- nevermind."

"Tell me...please?"

"I kinda sorta like Ray Ray." I said as fast as possible.

"What?!"

"I'm sorry..."

"But how'd you meet him?"

"When I was running away from you...he ran into me but he helped me up and everything."

"Oh..."

"Yea...I still love you Jacob, but you've hurt me too much already"

"So....you're choosing Ray?"

"I didn't say that. I can't choose right now."

RIIIIIIING (lmao, don't judge me, that's the bell)

"Do you remember when I use to get on your back and you carried me to lunch and to my bus?"

"Yup" Jacob started smiling.

"Well right now is lunch..."

Jacob bent down before I could even finish my sentence.

"Well ok" I jumped on his back and he brought me to his lunch table...where I saw Ray staring at me. 

"Ok, you can put me down now. ._." 

"Ugh, ok" 

"Ray..."

He looked down trying not to make eye contact.

"Can you at least look at me?"

"Why?"

"I need to talk to you"

"about?"

"us..."

"oh that you just want Prince? That you used me?"

"No...why would you think that?"

"ridin on his back and all"

"Ray. Just let mee talk. I've known his almost all my life. I lived here in LA then I had to move away with my aunt. Before I left I promise Jacob I'd come back..." (blaaaah, you know all this, you know what happened)

"Oh...I'm...I'm sorry"

"Whatever." 

"Jenny..."

"Forget it. You wanna get mad at me for NOTHING"

*Skipping to the end of the school day*

When I was walking to my locker someone grabbed my hand so I turned around to see that it was Ray.

"Get away from me" I said as I snatched my hand away

"I'm SORRY"

"..."

"I'm really really truly sorry, I don't know what I was thinking. I wasn't trying to make you mad. I was just hurt. I thought you chose Princeton over me."

"Weeeelllll..."

"Well what?"

"I'mtryingtochoosebetweenthebothofyou" 

"oh..."

"I have an ideaaaa."

"What is it?"

"Jacob, uh, I mean Princeton can carry me to lunch and you can carry me to my bus"

"What's your bus number?"

"53"

"Whaaat? Me toooooo."

"Bend down..."

He did as I said and I jumped up onto his back carrying both of our bags. 

After the whole bus ride I got off the bus with Ray and he walked me home.

"Thanks again"

"Don't I get something in return?"

"Mhmmm." I kissed him on the cheek and hugged him tight.

"Thank you love"

"Love?"

"Oh, no. I'm sorry. It slipped"

"I kinda like it like that..."

"But you get something for carrying my bag"

"And what's that?"

"This." Our lips crashed and we kissed for abut 3 minutes until I pulled away.

"Al-Alright bye." I said before I walked inside.

I ran up to my room and fell on to my bed almost in tears. 

"Who do I choose?" I thought to myself.

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