"So, are we still down to hang out?- we don't have to," Veerena sounded worried "sure, I have nothing else to do, really," I shrugged but my words come out as a whisper, fuck, "are you sure, we can hang out in your place, yeah?," worried Anthony, I don't know why he's worried, he doesn't even know what happened, I just want to stay home and cry; that's all, I just feel like crying "awe, come here," Veerena pulled me into a hug, I was confused until I noticed I was crying, by cheeks were wet and hot, possibly flushed in a slight red.
"I'm s-sorry," I said, letting the tears come rolling down, why did this have to happen, who was the girl, it couldn't be Sarah, I know j- he doesn't like her like that, he was probably lying to me. Now that I think about it, why did he give me that note?, to shatter my heart that ran out of my body before it could vanish, geez, "can we just go to my house," I muffled into Veerena a chest "of, course, let's go," she said slightly pulling me off her chest
My best friend that turned into my boyfriend, I regret it, no, no- I don't regret it, I loved him with all my heart, he was my best friend- I always loved him, but I had to not think about our friendship before we started a relationship. I need to free my mind from all joey,
I go threw my phone and look at all the pictures and videos me and joey had as friends at that time, man, I missed those times
I came across to my favorite video of him
I remember this day, it wasn't that special, but we were 10/11 and I was t homeschooled at the time but we were sick from being the close friends we are and drink from the same cup but and he noticed I wasn't smiling as much as I do, so he sent me a video, trying to cheer me up and of course it worked. Joey never fails to make me smile, and he never failed to make my heart hurt, I had too much love for him, I couldn't help it.
We pulled up to my driveway and we head out the car, I noticed reed outside, leaning against his car, or well the car his mom left. He looked up and meet my gaze, before I was able to walk into my house reed spoke up "hey, Angelina, can we talk?," he shouted so I was able to hear him, my side was facing him so he was slightly able to see my facial expressions so I try not to make one, he really needs to talk at the wrong moment now, does he, but that's reed...my reed. "Um..." I look over to Payton Anthony and Veerena, they all nod in sync, weird "sure," I sighed walking over to him
"So, what do you want to..." "were you crying?" Reed interrupted me, geez reed stop caring about my feelings, I nod before I could do anything else "why? Who did this to you?," his eyes almost immediately fill with sorrow and anger, but mostly worry "it's nothing important, what did you want to talk about?," i ask trying not to be impatient "i wanted to talk about us, we've been distant, and also Ava wanted me to buy her girl THINGS if you know what I mean ," he goes down to whisper
I chuckled "you mean pads?," I laughed "yeah, those, or does she use those plugs?," he asked his face complete puzzled "plugs?," I ask, please don't tell me he's taking about... "ya know...tam-tampons," he whispered lower in nervousness but I was still able to hear "i don't know what she uses but buy both just in case," I shrugged my shoulders "ok, and I was wondering if we could have a double date again since we didn't quite finish the first one ," he fiddled with his fingers "oh, um...about that.. me and j-joey aren't together any-anymore," I stutter trying to hold in my tears, the lump in my throat forming "what happened," he asked putting a hand on my shoulder , I broke down into tears, I couldn't tell him, even tho it wasn't a huge thing to cry about but he did hurt me "no, it's ok, don't cry, I'm sorry angel," he pulled me into his chest rubbing my back up and down 'shushing' me softly
"I missed you reed," My voice cracked making it sound like a plead, crying into his shirt, "I missed you too angel, I missed you too," He spoke quietly almost in a whisper
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I'm sorry boring ish chapter, I'm sorry but i unpublished "the kissing list" since 1.) I didn't have any motivation 2.)I didn't have anymore ideas and 3.) I can only work on one book at a time. Sorry, but appreciate this update, love 💕
Xoxo,
Marleny 💋
