Behind A Smile // Matt Espinosa

Chapter 6

Please read the authors note at the end of this chapter please <3

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( Addy's POV )

" Ok . I'm exhausted . Can we call it a day ? " Matt asked .

" Sure . "

" Hey . Umm can I tell you something ? "

" Yeah of course . "

" Ok . So the reason I moved here was because everyone bullied me at school in Virginia . My ex Girl friend Alex spread rumors about me after we broke up . She said I only used her and never loved her . Which was a lie . I loved her so much . She said I would hit her and insult her and threaten her . I never did . Then everyone called me ' worthless ' , ' stupid ' , ' man whore ' , ' womanizer ' , and every possible insult you can imagine . One day it went too far . So I decided to just take my own life . I got in my car and drove to most of the places where I had bad memories . Like Carter's grave . He got shot at school and that's when things began to go down hill . Then I drove to all the happy places . Just as I was going home to jump from the roof a girl was walking on the side walk . She was crying . I asked her if she needed a ride and she agreed . I comforted her and thankfully she felt better . When she got out she stopped and thanked me and said ' Hey I know from the look in your eyes that you aren't having the best time in your life right now . But just know that that moment will come . You'll find someone who makes you happy and drives you crazy . So don't give up on trying to find her/him . Believe me you'll find them and they will make you really happy .' and then she left . She gave me second thoughts on suicide . All I ask is that you don't make me go back to the hell I lived in a while back . Please . " He was crying really hard right now and so was I .

" Matt I'm so sorry that happened to you . But trust me I wont be that person to bring you down . I may not know you that long especially since it hasn't been a full day yet but you can count on me . With anything . "

I hugged him and rested my head on his neck . He hugged back even tighter .

" Thank you . "

Suddenly my phone began to vibrate . I released from the hug and read the text message .

' From Taylor c:

Yoo . It's 9:00 were tf are you ? Are you ok ? Who's with you ? '

' To TAYLOR c:

BRUHH . I'm fine and I'm on my way I was at a friends house for a project . '

I swear he's supper protective of me sometimes .

" Hey Matt ? "

" Yeah ? "

" Listen I gotta go I'll see you tomorrow ? My brother is like freaking out . " I said laughing .

" Haha ok bye see ya tomorrow chika ." He said with a wink as I grabbed my stuff .

" Haha bye Matt . " I laughed and went to my car .

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( A/N )

Okaii cx

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