For Now & Forever

Chapter 11

Nikki's POV :

As I got up from the mat I was meet with Eva's face looking at mine. I dropped kicked her Causing her to fall down. She soon got up again and then kicked her in the jaw causing her to fall down again and I run to pull up her leg for the count. 1...2.....3 the bell rang and the my intro music blasted the arena while I stood up crying. The ref held my hand as my name was announced as the winner of the match.

Randy got into the ring and hugged me while I cried into his shoulder. "You did it" he whispered to me as the crowed cheered. John then get's into the ring and stands in front of us while sticking his hand out for me to shake, I shake his hand and he tells me congrats. I get out of the ring and walk backstage with Randy by my side.

"What the hell was that Nicole" Stephanie screamed at me while I turned around to face her

"Fuck off Stephanie, if you even thought that I was going to let that bitch win after everything she put my family through, and after everything I've done to get this match, you fucking stupid as everyone says" I yelled back at her

"Don't you dare talk to me like that" she said while getting into my face

"You know what Stephanie, I quit good luck finding someone else to get you all the ticket sales that I did" I told her and walked away, into my locker room and changing then grabbing my stuff and waiting for Anthony.

Once I gathered everything Anthony congratulated me and we drove home. When we got to our house I took and shower and went to bed.

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Waking up the next morning felt amazing. Knowing what happened last night made me so happy. I checked my phone and saw many tweets from fans who were extremely happy about the ending of the match and some people were shocked that John and I shook hands, hell even I was I never thought he would put his ego aside and do that.

After scrolling though my social media's for a while and I got out of bed and brushed my teeth then walked downstairs to start breakfast. Anthony would be home In a couple for hours since he went shopping so I had to make him something to eat. After making pancakes and eggs with bacon I sat down and ate my food

Once I was done I heard the door bell and walked to open it, Anthony has key's so it wouldn't be him at the door. I opened the door only to find John standing there with a nervous look. "Can I help you with something John" I said while crossing my arms. "Can we talk" he said while biting his lip "Eva and I broke up" he said causing me to look at him shocked while moving out of the door frame and letting him in.

I lead john to the living room since he doesn't know the house. I sat down on one of the suede couches and he sat next to me. "I'm sorry Nicole. I know I lied to you and cheated on you. Frankly I don't deserve to be forgiven but I can't help but to look at you and know that you are who I'm suppose to be with. We have a son together and I know you want more kids. Nicole I'll do anything to be with you again, I'm idiot for falling into Eva's trap but I hated knowing that you were single and had all of these other men all over you" he admitted

I stayed silent in shock. Having John back would be nice, all I have ever wanted was my family. After John cheated on me that was stripped away from me. Knowing my son won't have his dad around. Anthony is a teenager but that doesn't mean that he doesn't need his dad. Knowing that he love of my life could change me for someone else so quickly without even thinking about it or feeling remorseful. All of those things hurt and realizing that the promises that John and I made to each other meant nothing to him.

When John did what he did he was only thinking about himself, not me or his son, or even the baby. When I found out that he cheated I was also pregnant, but I lost the baby, it's not John fault things like that happen, the news that he was cheating sure did not help my pregnancy. I never told anyone about losing my baby. In all honesty I missed my family more than anything in the world.

I missed waking up to John and starting our day together, I missed seeing my family every day, but i knew that it was his fault for why our family was not together now.

After taking a deep breath I looked at him "I would love for nothing more than to have my family-" I said and just then he cut me off.

"I'm so happy you feel that way" he said which caused me to cut him off. "John let me finish, I would love for nothing more than to have my family, but you messed it up John and I cannot trust you" I told him while seeing the look of disappointment on his face.

"Nicole I love you and I know I did wrong" he said while holding onto my hands.

"I think it's best that you leave John" I said while walking to the door and opening it so he can leave.

He walked to the door and stopped in the middle of the door way, then grabbed my face and kissed me. "I'll be back Nicole and I will fight for our love, because you and my son mean everything to me" he said and kissed my forehead before walking out of my house.

I closed the front door and let out and sigh. I love John and I will always love him, but he needs to see that he did wrong.