I Want To Change The world

9

I waited by Hidans car no one was out here yet and I didn't want to stay in school any longer because I would be tempted to just go to the art room and loose all reality. I would just be there with my art and my wonderful art room smell and the paints, pencils, paper oh I just want to make art right now.

But no I need a break at least a little one. My mom grounding me might be a good thing.

I stood there waiting and waiting watching people walk home and watching others get in their cars. What the fuck is taking them so fucking long? If I knew they would take so fucking long I would've just said by bitches I'm going home we can reschedule.

"Is this your car?" The sudden voice scared the shit out of me, I wiped the small beads of sweat from my forehead. It was hot outside but not gonna lie Itachi actually scared me. But I didn't let it show. I'm cool.

"No it's not" I said and looked at him "If this was my car I wouldn't be standing here waiting" I looked at the doors, now I hope they take longer.

"Do you need a ride home?" He asked. He was so calm and soft but he looked liked the type that could end your life with one bad look.

He is just an asshole with good looks Deidara don't let him trick you.

I mean, maybe I do need a ride home.

He flicked my forehead. My happy mood just changed real quick. I narrowed my eyes at him and brought my fingers up to flick his forehead only he moved out the way before I could get the chance.

"Whats your problem?" I hissed at him with a scowl on my face what a bunch of bullshit he better watch himself.

"Nothing, I asked you twice and you didn't answer geez relax" He put his hands up and backed away a little. I smiled but caught myself and frowned.

"Sorry" I looked around and stared at a little pebble on the ground, that pebble looks really happy. I should make an art project out of little pebbles. Why can't I be a happy pebble or person.

"Do you want to go somewhere?" He asked with questioning eyes, I do want to go somewhere.

"Do you?"

He nodded his head and stuffed his hands in his front pockets "Yeah I do. Lets go" he said and grabbed my hand, I looked at out hands with wide eyes. Holy shit this is escalating fast isn't it. I mean we're not even friends. Is this the beginning of our friendship? Maybe!

I couldn't contain my smiled I make myself laugh, but then I came back to the real world and took my hand back. My hands are sweaty I don't want my sweat on his hands. Gross.

I took my phone out and texted both Hidan and Tobi I said that we could hangout a different day because I have plans. I'm sure they think I'm working on a art piece which is good I want them to think that. I wonder if they got in some kind of trouble and that's why they are so late, now I'm worried.

My phone went off. It was from Hidan he said Tobi and him got detention and he couldn't text me sooner because there is no service in the school, which is true there isn't.

I walked over to Itachi's nice, nice car. Damn that shit is nice its a black BMW and I don't know much about cars but I think this is an expensive one. It looks brand new. Wow! imagine having parents that want to buy you a fucking car. I mean maybe they have money for this.

"Are you going to get in?" Itachi asked me, he wasn't even in the car just looking at me with a stupid smirk.

"I don't know, are you going to unlock the doors?" Itachi looked down and yes the car doors were in fact locked. Itachi's smirk fell and I swear his face got a little red.

Once he opened the doors I got in and put my bag on the ground next to my feet. I sat there scared I didn't want to touch anything but at the same time everything just looked so nice and silky and it smelt like Itachi.

He started the car and looked at me, I raised my eyebrow and gave him that 'what' look. He sighed and shook his head, "Why are you so difficult?" He asked.

"I'm not I just don't know what you want me to say"

"Where do you want to go Deidara" He sounded annoyed but he also said it with a look in his eyes that made me stay in the car instead of storming out.

"Lets go to the art museum" I smiled and just thought about the wonderful place I visit all the time they always have new art shows going on. I want my first piece of real good art to be in this museum.

Itachi didn't say anything he just put the car in drive and we were on our way to the museum. Now seeing as my mind wanders off this is exactly like a day dream I had. This is like if I want to meet someone and actually kiss them then I want it to be at this art museum and I want them to like art. And be Itachi.

Now I don't know much about Itachi but when I day dream about who's with me at the museum its always him. Sometimes the things I think are just embarrassing.

I feel like a love sick puppy with blind eyes and that may very well be what I am.