I Want To Change The world

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I woke up in a room, I was laying a hospital bed the lights shining on me the beeping of machines was directly in my ears. I'm scared, I'm angry. I don't want to be here. I want to go home and sleep in my bed, all I did was faint I didn't need to go to the fucking hospital. My mom always over reacts.

A face came into my vision, my lovely grandmother. Wonderful she can tell my parents I can go home. "Why am I here granny" I smiled at her waiting for a punch or yelling, but nothing came.

See that right there that got me worried. "I'm not your doctor, I can't let you out" she said and put her hand up to my face.

"Why not, you're a doctor there is nothing wrong with me I just fainted nothing else" I sat up and looked at the red and clear tubes connecting to me. "What are all these! Get them off me" I reached for them. I don't like this, whats going on why is this happening I'm scared.

"You're family I can't be your doctor I just came to see you before I leave" I nodded my head my eyes slowly closing why am I so tired. "I'll see you later, I love you Deidara" Before I could answer my eyes shut and I was asleep.

I woke up who knows what time it is, I was in a stupid gown very uncomfortable my butt sticks out of it. I want my clothes. I got up ignoring my headache and these bullshit wires connecting to me. The door opened and a man came walking in, "Deidara good to see you awake" He smiled at me.

"Can I get dressed" I asked and waited for him to answer, he called in a nurse she came over and unhooked the wires and needles from me, my skin will definitely be bruised tomorrow.

I rubbed my arms and waited for them to leave my clothes were sitting on a chair across the room and if I got up they would see my butt.

"Call for a nurse when you're done getting dressed she'll bring you to my office" the doctor smiled at me and walked out the nurse following behind.

I got up and walked over to my clothes, geez why do I feel so weak? I put my clothes on and waited on the bed before calling for a nurse. I don't know whats going on but I want to see my parents.

The same nurse came walking in I followed down the hall out of the doors and down another hall until we reached a door, she knocked and opened it, my mom dad and Naruto all sitting in chairs one was open by the window, I took it and sat down a clear view of my parents. Where is the fucking Doctor.

I've never felt worse in my life, I know something is wrong I can feel it. Deep down I can feel it.

My parents and Naruto were sitting anxiously on the edge of their chairs I smiled at them. They're worried I can see it. Anyone could see it.

The door opened my parents stood up and looked at the Doctor. The Doctor held a sad look on his face he's seen this before he knows how it goes and he knows the reaction. It will never be the same after this. Everything is about to change.

"Mr and Mrs Uzumaki if you could sit please" the Doctor made his way to his desk and sat in his chair he had a folder in his hand.

"I'm Mr. Senju" He smiled at everyone, I looked at him, no way.

"No way! Do you have a brother that works at the school?" I eagerly asked. I would definitely feel better knowing I got Mr. Senju's brother as my doctor.

He nodded his head and smiled at me, I sighed in relief and smiled back. Nah I'll be fine. I'm chill. We're all good.

"What's wrong with Deidara?" My mom sounded so worried and desperate. She sounded like she was preparing for the worst but I know my mom and I know. She can't handle the worst not matter what.

Mr. Senju sighed and looked at my mom and dad, "Deidara has a very severe case. Stage 3 lung cancer"

As soon as the words left his mouth I was paralyzed, I sat and watched. My mom grabbed on to my dad and cried. I watched as everything happened my mom and dad asking what they can do.

What just happened?

I was there I am here. I'm scared. I'm scared. I'm scared.

I'm scared

Tears were welling up in my eyes cancer? No. No that's not fair. I'm going to die. I have plans I have a life I have dreams. I felt like I could see my whole life fall down the drain, everything just down the drain.

My chest it hurts. It's tight my throat it's full of nothing but it feels like I'm drowning. I feel like, I'm already dead.

Deidara. I'm dead

Deidara. My dreams, gone

"Deidara" I snapped my head towards my moms voice she was staring at me. What do I say?

I opened my mouth it's never felt so dry, I shut it I have nothing to say. I'm a walking corpse.

"What are some of the treatments" my mother begged, her hand never leaving my fathers.

How long do I have?

How long do I have?

"How long?" I found myself speaking. My mother gasped and shook her head. I refused to look at Naruto. He's my little brother and he means everything to me.

"With medication we can't be too sure but maybe 15 months" The doctor looked at the file and wrote down something on a piece of paper.

My mother wailed, she stood up and ran out of the room crying. Naruto followed her out and I was stuck in this room with my father. My dad he looked so out of it, he looked destroyed like it was his fault. It's not.

I chocked back a sob and rubbed my face what kind of life is this?

The doctor handed my father something and looked at me. "Deidara, I'll see you again next week to start the treatment until then pick up this prescription and take one pill daily."

I nodded in a daze and shook his hand he said something to me he said stay strong. How can I possibly stay strong? I'm dying.

I followed my father out of the room and walked to the car my mother and brother were waiting in the car both crying hysterically.