I Want To Change The world

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At the end of the day I sat in the art room finishing up my paint of Naruto and I. Once I was done I gave it to Mr. Senju he said he wanted to enter it into a competition. I walked out of the art room a canvas in my hands I don't know if I'm coming to school tomorrow.

"Deidara, I wanted to ask you to do the school mural for your class" Mr. Senju said I stopped in my place and turned to look at him.

"I can start it tomorrow" I said and left the room, I guess I have to come to school tomorrow, all well I'll be done with it in a matter of days.

I walked down the hall and stopped at the door, I guess I'll just walk home no point in waiting or having my mom come and get me, she's dealing with some stuff right now.

"Deidara!" Itachi yelled, I turned around he was running towards me all gross and sweaty with a gym back on his shoulder. "Good I'm glad you stayed after, lets go somewhere" he said grabbing my hand and walking me to his car.

I frowned, I shouldn't let this go too far no matter how far I want it to go. It's not fair to him. When we got to his car he put his bag in trunk and my canvas in the back seat. I sat in the front and looked out the windshield. I should tell him.

Itachi put the car in drive and drove I don't know where were going but I can't help but love the feeling his gives me.

"Itachi. How do you feel about me?" I asked and looked at him, I could see him stiffen. Oh no.

"I'm not sure" his voice shook a little, hes lying. No. No. No. The one guy I liked, likes me back and I couldn't feel like a worse person.

"Oh god, you like me" I cried. Itachi looked over at me his face red and visibly worried. He pulled over on a side road and stopped the car. I looked at him through wet eyes and moved my hair out of my face.

"Whats the matter? I thought you liked me too" he said and touched my shoulder.

"I do like you" more tears, more tears why are there are more tears! "that's the problem" I sobbed.

Itachi got out the car and a second later my door was open and Itachi was at my side. Why is he so perfect? Why can't I just be happy?

"Deidara, calm down. Breath. Breath" I listened to him, I let my emotions get the best of me today. The moment I woke up I knew I should have just stayed in bed. I knew this would all be too much.

I looked at him my blurry vision becoming clear Itachis face, his perfect face coming into my vision still he looked worried. I unbuckled my seat belt and stepped out of the car, Itachi grabbed my hand and we walked deeper into the woods together.

"Whats the matter Deidara?" Itachi asked me, we came to stop I looked up at him he moved closer. I shook my head, I don't want to tell him.

"I'm just, going through something right now. I'm sorry" I said I didn't move when when he stepped closer his face lowering. He put his hands on my cheeks and kissed me. I kissed him back I moved closer holding on to his arms my legs feel like they could give at any moment. I moaned when his tongue slipped into my mouth he pulled me closer.

I enjoyed the sweat taste of him, everything about him so good so perfect so nice. I am undeserving but I want him, I want to love I want to give love. This is going to be my biggest mistake.

This is going to be my biggest regret.

When we pulled away I looked up into his lust filled eyes "I like you, a lot" he whispered closing the gap between us once again.

I know this is wrong, I know this isn't fair but I'm selfish and I just want to enjoy one thing before I leave this world. I'm not thinking about the pain I'm going to be causing him. I am truly a evil human.

I opened my mouth and welcomed Itachi.