Eddsworld x reader 3 (final)

Sowwy

Quick um thing here explaining why my updates have been slow and crappy.
My newer chapters should be better then my previous ones since I'll be putting more time in it.
Now you're probably wondering,
"AH MI GERD WAT IS HER EXCUSE DIS TIME"
Hah well my friend.
I've been having a lot of Um...doctor help let's call it.
My bullying has worn down to a minimum and I'm no longer afraid to fight back-
Ok that's a lie.
I was hit pretty hard by a boy, and bullied physically by a girl if you don't know.
Also also if you don't know,
I lost a very close vvvvvvvery close very fucking close..too close.....fffriend...to suicide at the beginning of the year.
I'm touchy about anything really.
So, now you're probably more curious as to why I wrote this.
Well it's confirmed.
I'm diagnosed with:
-Separation anxiety
-PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder)
-avoidance anxiety
-Social anxiety
*yeets*
I can also be forgetful when it comes to things that I'm supposed to do such as...taking my pills and shit.
So I have this running, and those, and school, and uhhhh.
I'm honestly scared they'll see this but..
I've been having a lot of trouble with the relationship I'm in.
Since I avoid everyone outside my home...I usually talk to people online so...
I'm ashamed of it being an online relationship and I hate it I really do.
Because I want to make them happy and I want them to smile but at the same time I need to be happy myself..
BLA BLA BLA YOU PROBABLY DONT CARE AHAHAHA!
Oh true so I have a stuttering problem irl and it's bad too hah.
No I wasn't born with it but I've developed it due to (edgy time) so many people cutting me off as I try to say something.
I just became quieter and outer and FACK now I'm stuck with this.
No, no no.
If anybody tries to be sad or whatever in the comments I will find you and make you smile.
Because being sad is a waste of time.
Did you know you can't breathe without smiling?
you.
Yes you.
Are honestly incredible.
Including that smile you just tried.
So.
Without further ado.
I'm giving you.
My Instagram.
For Eddsworld cause why not and you can all text me in there when ever you like.
Because wattpad doesn't work for me.

BOOP

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Have a wonderfulllllll day and prepare for shock.