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~♥~
시간이 지나갈수록
더 망가져가기만 해
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As time passes by,
we only mess it up even more
~♥~

Lucas P.O.V

Ever since the incident, Jungwoo and I haven't been the same. We rarely get to see each other because of the strict rules that he is forced to follow, but fortunately, his manager already knows who I am, so he allows me to visit Jungwoo. The only time I ever get to see him is when I visit him at the studio, but even then, my busy work schedule makes it hard for me to go there often. Jungwoo has also become very withdrawn, and he rarely checks up on me anymore. Our phone calls and texts are not as meaningful as they used to be, and it seems as if he's too busy to even acknowledge my existence now. Although I feel rather upset due to the lack of attention I'm receiving from Jungwoo, I can't really be angry at him. As each day passes by, I can tell that he's becoming more stressed. He's lashed out at me a few times already, but he always ends up apologizing. I feel responsible for putting him in this position, so I always forgive him.

It was our sixth month anniversary today, but it seems as if Jungwoo might've forgotten about it. I can't believe that we've been together for half a year already, and it makes me feel very grateful that we've lasted this long. Despite everything that has happened so far, my feelings for Jungwoo have grown even stronger. It didn't bother me that he had become a little distant lately, because I can understand that he has no time to be doing useless things anymore. He is a busy person, and his career was more important than some dumb anniversary. Although we couldn't really celebrate this special day, I had decided that I was going to visit him during practice. I haven't seen him in almost three weeks, and I was sure that he was going to feel happy to finally see me after a long time.

I looked in the mirror and examined my reflection. I had saved up some money in order to buy myself some new clothes for this day. The black button up shirt perfectly hugged my toned arms and torso. My tight dress pants emphasized my long, attractive legs. I felt really confident in this outfit, and I hoped that Jungwoo would like it. I had also bought us some matching promise rings. I had been planning everything out for many days already, and I was excited to finally put my plan into action. I checked out my appearance one more time and headed out the door.

*

"Lucas!"

I embraced myself for a sudden impact as I watched Jungwoo eagerly run at full speed towards my direction. As soon as he collided with me, he tightly wrapped his arms around my body and proceeded to shower my face with kisses. His glowing eyes looked up at me, and he smiled widely.

"I haven't seen you in so long! I'm sorry for not calling you more often, I have been extremely busy learning a new choreography," he said. I nodded and smiled back at him. The two of us instantly looked up when we heard a light cough coming from his manager. He was softly smiling at the two of us, while the other staff members were awkwardly looking away.

"You guys have an hour," he stated as he walked out of the room. The rest of staff followed behind him, and the two of us were left alone. Jungwoo let go of me and held my hand.

"We have an hour to ourselves!" he exclaimed in a cheery voice.

"Yeah, but we can't really go anywhere," I replied. His face instantly fell, and my heart dropped when I saw his upset expression. "H-Hey, at least we can walk around the building."