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ххv: love?

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다 필요 없어 너 없인 의미 없다
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I don't need anything else, without you, there's no meaning.
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Jungwoo P.O.V

"I still love you, Jungwoo."

Love.

There it was again. That word.

I don't understand it, and yet it feels like it's all I've ever known ever since the moment I met Lucas. Even though I know I shouldn't ruin his life like his, I want to stay with him. I want to be able to hold his hand again, to give him hugs every time I see him, to receive his warm kisses before going to sleep, to wake up next to him every morning and see his face the moment I open my eyes. I want to hear his carefree laugh one more time, to lay down on his lap as he lightly runs his fingers through my hair, to watch the stars above us without a care in the world. I want him so much.

"I-I love you too, Lucas," I replied in a broken whisper. My vision was completely blurry due to the tears that had escaped my eyes. I felt a sharp pain in my chest as I tried to breathe in. My heart was pounding heavily inside my chest.

Lucas softly placed his hands on my cheeks and wiped my tears away his his thumbs, "Why are you crying?"

My throat felt tight. I was crying uncontrollably now. The entire world seemed to be spinning.

"Please stop crying," Lucas softly whispered. I looked up at him and noticed the tears rolling down his face. My heart felt as if it had been shattered into a million pieces.

I reached out and wiped his tears away, "I love you so much. You're all that I need. You're the only thing that makes sense to me in this world."

Lucas tightly wrapped his arms around me and laid his head on the crook of my neck. I could hear him sniffling softly as he tried to stop himself from crying. I wrapped my arms around him and melted into his warm embrace.

"You have no idea how much I need you in my life. Every day without you felt so lifeless," his muffled voice stated.

"I'm so sorry, Lucas. It's all my fault," I told him.

"Stop apologizing. Let's just leave all of the bad memories behind, please."

I nodded and hummed softly. Lucas lifted his head up and rested his forehead against mine. The two of us silently stared into each other's eyes for a while. Although neither of us spoke a single word, it felt as if we already knew what was on each other's mind.

Lucas closed his eyes and placed his soft lips on mine. It felt as if all the colors were brought back into my empty world. My heart fluttered as I kissed him back. I felt him smile into the kiss. I brought my arms up and wrapped them around his neck as his hands made their way down to my waist. The two of us pulled each other closer.

Everything was finally coming back to me now. All of the good memories completely filled my mind. I softly laughed which also caused Lucas to do the same. The two of us had never shared such a kiss before. It felt as if we were falling in love all over again.

I felt Lucas's warm hands make their way underneath my shirt. I ran my fingers through his hair and began to kiss him more passionately. His fingertips felt as if they were setting my skin on fire, but in a good way. Lucas's lips were now making their way down towards my jaw. I breathed in slowly and let myself indulge in his touch. Slowly, the two of us began to walk towards my room without letting go of each other.

I fell backwards onto my bed and felt Lucas fall on top of me. Out of breath, the two of us stared at each other and began to laugh.

"You look good when you're underneath me," Lucas stated while smirking.

I felt my face immediately heat up. I brought my hands up towards my face and covered myself, "St-Stop it."

Lucas lightly tugged my hands away and smiled at me. He leaned down and placed a kiss of my forehead.

"You look so beautiful. I can't believe that you're all mine," he told me. I looked up at him and placed my hand on his cheek. He leaned into my touch and closed his eyes.

"I really don't deserve you," I responded. He hummed softly and opened his eyes.

He placed his lips on my jawline and began to place kisses all along it. I closed my eyes and focused on him. I could feel him lightly running his fingertips all across my torso. His kisses were now moving down towards my neck. I could feel that he was trying to create love bites. I let out a low moan as he softly bit on the right spot.

I opened my eyes and noticed that he was glancing up at me. His eyes seemed different now, but they still held the same love and tenderness that I knew.

"I want to hear you again."

"What?" I asked.

He hovered on top of me and stared deeply into my eyes, "Your moan. It sounds beautiful, and I want to hear it again."

I could feel my face heating up again, but I was unable to cover myself this time since Lucas was on top of me. He chuckled softly and ran his fingers through my hair.

"You're so cute," he whispered in a low voice.

"You're making me feel embarrassed," I responded shyly.

He smiled at me, "I'm just stating the truth."

"You're so cheesy," I told him.

"But you still love me," he stated.

I laughed and nodded in agreement.

He continued to stare at me without saying a word. I examined his features and admired his handsome looks. After a while, he leaned in closer and ran his thumb across my lower lip.

"Should we go ahead?"

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A/N: IT'S BEEN WAY TOO LONG SINCE THE LAST UPDATE I'M SORRY Y'ALL. I swear I didn't forget about this story :') Also, I don't know if I should continue the "sex scene 😳" on the next chapter or not. Pls let me know of y'all want it or not. I hope that you guys enjoyed this cute little chapter (also shameless plug pls check out my Instagram account _erosonice_ 😊)